rants and raves

eclipse

2010-07-09T00:07:00.000+08:00

haha weird, I thought I hated the twilight series. I actually watched all the movies..
well, things change, people change. I change my mind many times. CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE.
never liked to embrace the changes in me and around me. But we have to face it don't we?

note-to-self: here comes the briefcase filled with what seemed to be happiness , deal or no deal? DEAL!
i've been such an idiot, but then again, no point beating myself up about it.

oh sidetrack, reason why i'm posting (and i foresee tt I will be posting more often in the coming weeks) is because much has gathered in the dark recesses of the ol' cupboard and spring cleaning is the way to sanity :)

God has really been pouring out words and visions and lessons (painful ones) and more and I know I'm progressing but I think I have forgotten how to strike the balance between being a superonfirechristianwhowillstopatnothingtosaveherschool (congrats if you deciphered that) and a genuine friend.

Faith Koh helped me to realise that and I believe it was not by coincidence , I guess Holy Spirit wanted me to learn the hard way, but then again, no pain, no gain :D

I have been pondering a lot even more than when I PMS. Often drift into a highly temperamental state whereby anyone who disrupts my train of thought gets a tongue lashing. Apologies :( I have al;ready beaten myself up in my mind for that. But really praise God things are getting better. Relationships have been restored and I'm moving into a new phase of life.

Being a friend has never been so tough. It used to be something so natural , like breathing. But now it seems like I just came back to earth from Mars, no, i correct myself : Venus. (men are from mars)

OOOO to relieve this tense moment, i shall share a testimonyyyy:

Mrs Lam (my form teacher) had to go for a major operation (she refused to let us in on any more details ) so everyone in 4L wrote our get-well-soons and i-will-study-hards and etc. But I felt that I needed to pray for her , so I wrote a prayer for Mrs Lam with the paraphrased verse : " By his stripes, you will be healed".

Today, Clara forwarded me this msg from mrs lam :

last night (i think its the night of the operation)i visited hell and came back alive. I remember your prayer for me so I keep on remembering the bible verse and won the battle, I was like in non stop roller coaster that never stop ,fever and blood pressure up and down, thk you.

when i read it , i was at plaza sing and I was literally jumping and flapping my arms. PTL! really , it's the power of the word .FYI mrs lam is not a Christian YET!

YAYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry still super happy! It makes me happy when God does something amazing (actually happy is an understatement )

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forgot to mention today's highlight:
in case you haven't noticed already, I watched eclipse for the second time with Rachel :D It was funny, we giggled at the wrong parts and sometimes we laughed because the people beside us were laughing haha. The person beside me spilled coke on my skirt LOL. It was funny trying to clean my skirt in the middle of the movie , in the dark.

It's a but weird, but I admit, I do face some of the problems she faces. I will hand lady pride (well there's lady happy, lady peaceful and lady luck, why not lady pride?) the pink slip.

YAY it's midnight. it's fun to blog in the middle of the night :D

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I managed to survive sch despite watching world cup. Devastated that Germany lost :( leads me to the assumption that someone paid Germany to lose :((((
It's okay i will still support them (despite losing 2 bucks and maybe a cookie which i totally did not agree to bet on)

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my rants shall cease here.

% of cupboard cleared : 5
% of cupboard left : 95

I need some cheering up :D

2010-05-16T00:16:00.000+08:00

I wish someone would just surprise me with a G10! I need some cheering up. hint hint mom, too bad she doesn't have tumblr.

I'm not feeling too happy now, surprisingly, its just after service. Correction. I was feeling happy (because Rachel brought 3 friends and all of them gave their lives to Jesus! which means my connect group expanded YAY! ) but I ruined my own mood thinking about stuff. It's nothing to do with anyone, actually it is to do with someone but its my fault and my fault alone for thinking so much and for being such an idiot thank God I didn't do anything, or rather I stopped myself from doing anything before any damage was done :) This I thank God for.

Lord, I pray these bad feelings will go away. Amen!

But i am still freaking happy that my connect group expanded and that Rachel brought friends and that her friends got saved and that God is really working !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

believe and you will receive :D

2010-03-28T17:36:00.003+08:00

happenings ;

3 salvations in the span of 2 days. God is really doing something in my life and in the lives of my friends!

MFG was awesome! although I was trying to go around selling cookies and stuff, I had fun.

MFG was highly significant because Chen Shu and Vanessa rededicated their lives to God and I've been praying for this very day for a long long time, I told myself and I told God , I will not lose them because they are so precious to me and to Him.

The third salvation is Cheryl Chong's

how did it come about? We went home together and I talked to her about Christianity and stuff and she told me she was more to the Christian "side" so I asked her if she would like to accept Jesus into her life as her Lord and Saviour and she agreed so I proceeded to pray with her but she was uncomfortable to pray with me in the bus so I told her I would call her and pray with her.........................................lots of irrelevant stuff happened and then she's going to say the sinner's prayer later after her homework lols. So I consider her saved , but I will talk to her tonight. :DDDDDDD

I remember yesterday I was explaining to Chen Shu and Vanessa why we need to read the bible
Reading the bible is just like reading someone's blog, if you want to get to know me better, you'll read my blog right?

and Chen Shu answered " Ya, but your blog is boring. "
thanks!hahahaha!
okay I don't think it's boring , or maybe it's boring because there are no pictures, but I absolutely refuse to take pictures with my horrible phone's camera because it's lousy. I rather no pictures than lousy pictures. If only I had a cannon G10/11 :D

random;

anyways my new life's goal is to worship lead and play the guitar at the same time.

I'm s'posed to be studying literature right now but I don't feel like it :D

I think that spanish guys talk hotly , makes little sense, or maybe spanish is a hot lauguage for hot guys okay I give up trying to comprehend my own thoughts.

It's not safe,querida mia, it's not safe

I bought myself a new QT journal it's super nice okay :D I felt very proud of it but when I attempted to show it off to my brother, he laughed at the bears and bunnys on the cover ): I cried.

my dad's singing hahaha! My whole family likes to sing I just realised. I think my brother can sing but he always anyhow sing to make us laugh (or make himself laugh rather)

okay, I shall try to find something to do before I study lit. bye!

it was a weird last day of school

2010-03-12T18:31:00.000+08:00

it was weird in a flusterish, happyish and painful kinda way.

During English lesson I got real flustered. Was running around the class desperately looking for my worksheets, and I got severely annoyed because it was with one group member who handed up her file with that piece of group work (and her file was approved) without photocopying a piece for the others and so our files were not approved and I was really mad when I found out. Because I thought we didn't hand it up. Maybe she forgot. and I must stress that I'm not annoyed with her just annoyed at myself for being so flustered. truly, haste makes waste. At least I found it in the end.

~~I'm happy because I finished 1 zuo ye( about 12 more to go) and 5 A.Math questions.~~ I'm very happy with my results PTLPTLPTLPTL!
i wouldn't say i'm a mugger, I just like to get things done quickly and efficiently.
that's a nicer way to say that you're a perfectionist

It was a painful day because i coughed up blood in the morning and yet I still went to school thinking it was okay but it turned out that I also had a bad cold and ended up using up 3 whole packets of tissues. Plus I forgot to bring my waterbottle. Double kill.
many thanks to melanie and liying for tissues

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HdUIUmxpxr8
this song was stuck in my head :D

no pictures. gtg for music :D byeeeeee!

fruitful, i like

2010-03-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

managed to finish one piece of gong han that was meant for holiday homework, I stress that this blog is for the sole reason of my self-satisfaction therefore I may document my self-achievements without any complaint that I am a bragger and show-off :D i love long sentences

for O levelers, anyone needs good revision notes for chemistry? i found this website it's pretty good :D
http://www.myadvocators.com/chemistry/
with this God used me to meet the need of my classmate, PTL for letting me find this!

Noo noo refuses to open up its leaves to the sun. *nasal Snape-y voice*I cried. heeheee nah.. I just like saying that for fun.

late pictures of our late night rendezvous to watch Percy Jackson heehee

this is embarrassing, I couldn't think of what to do.

fireflies!

I'm happy because I think I finally understand electrolysis. Was feeling ~~angsty~~ annoyed and frustrated during chem lesson ~~mehdoublechem~~ and unintentionally annoyed others in the process. Sor-reeeee

I want to go IT fair this weekend! hyeh hyeh hyeh did i spell the evil laughter right? or is it hyagh? or hyeah? dictinary.com can't help this time.

shall do QT now byeee! :D

some things are just not meant for twitter

2010-03-08T23:02:00.002+08:00

I feel so proud of myself for managing to finish mugging for Geog :D (i'll get stoned if i were to proudly announce it in class) sorry I just had to say that, or else i'd swell with pride and burst.

Today was an awesome day, God gave me an awesome opportunity to talk to Adeline (Badminton) about church and stuff and I'm so happy she went to her friend's church despite being unsure about it and stuff.

Recently I've been going crazy over SHOP, maybe it was self-induced and there probably wasn't anything too serious to worry about. But I'm really going to put my trust in God that this will not just be a futile effort but something that will revolutionize AHS. wow, sounds too far-fetched? That's why faith comes into the picture, without faith, I probably would have given up long ago.

greater things have yet to come , greater things are still to be done here .

Felt bitter during recess when Vanessa told me her cousins or smth thought Paramore concert was AWESOME, it made me feel like I missed out on smth, but I'm okay i just felt sad for a moment which was about 5 seconds and then I resumed being normal.

Good bye, i shall go hydrate myself or else I will get sick and will get to miss school tmr. One part of me likes the idea of me missing school and another part of me disapproves of that thought. I hate the contention but it's something I must deal with.

i like school because i get to learn stuff

i like school because i get to talk to my friends

i like school because it's undoubtedly my 'marketplace'

i like school because my class is fun

i like school because ...

hey this kinda works, somehow, something seems to be glowing inside of me hahahaha , okay sorry but i really feel happier, positive thinking helps.

i wish the play ground downstairs had a swing, i would go and play there after school :D maybe i should write a letter and make a request to the town council, alternatively i could get rich and buy myself a huge house with a crazy huge playground and a large coolio swing or course. :D i would bank my hopes on the latter.

five loaves and two fishes

2010-02-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

I know for sure that when we give our all, although it might not be much , God will definitely multiply it by the thousands! I'm going to stop compromising and start giving my five loaves and two fishes unto God.

finally sorted out my dilemma which lasted me a week : I decided to go for TKAM play instead of badminton dinner.

it was awesome, we smuggled chewy donuts in teehee :D I really like 4L, although I didn't at first but now I really like being in 4L !

TKAM play was not bad, and I liked the way they used stools as a visual representation for bullets and other stuff. I liked 'Scout' and I thought 'Jem' was kinda cute but he was only cute in the dark I realised.

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Saturday service was wow... God really pulled through for me. It was really a step of faith that I took when I agreed to lead worship by myself but I decided to give my all on stage and not have any inhibitions, God seriously multiplied the 5 loaves and 2 fishes, although I might not be able to see everything that He did in the lives of the GoPers but I know He's definitely done something great, as always :D God never fails.

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went for a morning jog with SERENEEEE :D

wanted to do 4 rounds but ended up stopping after 2 heehee :D nvm! next time we will do 4 rounds! I did smth very weird today, I took a nap. You might be thinking " Hey.. that's not so weird" wait till I tell you that I slept from 10.30am to 1.30pm. I slept from 10.30 am to 1.30 pm!! hahaha jogging makes you tired.

tried to study Chemistry but failed because I got kinda bored hahaha! :D can't wait for tmr :D I know God loves me and wants to bless me and I can't wait to see what He's gonna do!

good night! :D

"O" levelers! woot

steps of faith

2010-02-27T06:35:00.001+08:00

I need God more than ever, I'll just give my best and He'll do the rest :D

addiction to morality

2010-02-21T18:51:00.000+08:00

I confess , I think I might be addicted to being decent, being Godly and stuff but that's causing me a whole lot of extra trouble instead of making my life better and stuff because I am not penetrating the hearts of my friends and not transforming their lives and my own life for that matter .Being decent isn't bad, its when you get too caught up with all the " I have to be a good Christian and not break any laws" kinda thing , and forget about Jesus, the first love of my life, life feels even more sinful than ever.

Only today, after reading a book called the radical reformission, then did I realise that I'm not going to make a difference being like that, instead of trying to bust up every flawed area of my life with my tiny pistol , I should be sticking with Jesus, who probably has a bazooka or something awesome, it's only then where I can live out the life He lived , with His strength and I won't be as tired and uninspired (thanks for teaching me this phrase van, it came in handy haha) as I am feeling now.

moral of the story :

stick with Jesus, the guy with the bazooka

fyi I am not implying that that porcupine thingy is Jesus I just thought it looked cute with the bazooka.

what's wrong with me? why am I talking about bazooka's so much? oh well, it's kinda fun really :D

He opened my eyes to see the things that made His heart cry

2010-02-08T22:24:00.001+08:00

say hi to my vain dinosaur which i haven't thought of a name for.

I just had a very enlightening conversation with one of my connectees, it really made me realise that i'm living in such a sheltered and safe environment, and my eyes have really been opened to the extreme things that happen to others.

I just started liking Imogen Heap songs, just the kind songs I was looking for. Recently I've been searching for songs but billboard toppers, indie bands, electropop didn't fill up that strange emptiness I've been feeling. It's just a dissatisfaction with the songs I'm currently listening to now. Ben tried to help by intro-ing some keane songs but i just thought they were weird okay sorry no offence :D

I'm excited for SHOP on wednesday(school house of prayer)! God's gonna do smth great in our school hope it's going to be this year because it's my last. ): just nice, i happen to be listening to already gone by kelly clarkson sad songs for sad moments.

Beautiful, beautiful
Jesus makes beautiful
Jesus makes beautiful things of my life

that was a song we used to sing in st hilda's. i like short moments of nostalgia

okay gotta do QT :D looking forward to it :D

you're beautiful inside, no matter what people say about you, just know you're fearfully and wonderfully made.

on counting my blessings

2009-12-21T01:07:00.000+08:00

reasons why 2009 was AWESOME!

1)I managed to kick the habit of biting my nails
2)I lead worship for the first time
3)Anzu rededicated her life to Christ
4)I had aweshome-smoshome FRIENDS!
5)I got an Ipod nano!
6)I got closer to my family
7)I got a tan
8)I got a revelation of God's heart for the least of these
9)Good results!
10)last but not least, God deserves the biggest part in making 2009 and awesome year!

WOOOOOOO! actually there's more, but it's way past bedtime and i'm not really in a state to brainstorm or i'll really experience the literal meaning of the word

hee looking forward to 2010, o levels, many many salvations in GoP , God being so WOWWWWWW! , crazy QT, falling asleep while reading only to wake up at 5 am in my glasses and the light still on, EXCITING LA!

2009-12-15T17:55:00.000+08:00

i just had a brilliant random idea while doing the dishes. instead of using a big plate, i shall use a smaller plate for meals.

why?

1) Less surface area, can be washed faster

2) I'll be compelled to not overeat

okay sorry that was completely random.

L.up in faith

2009-11-16T18:32:00.001+08:00

after 14th Nov's service, my faith really increased by A LOT.

why?

because...

1) Not just 1, but 4 friends came and I am so happy because usually I ask like crazy and everyone's busy so it's a great achievement.

2) We the Redeemed is confirm confirm confirm(3 confirms because it got confirmed thrice) the correct song hahaha and I'm freaking happy because God told me something and sometimes I find it hard to listen out to the voice of God, but this time , thankfully, I managed to trust and obey although it's a new song and blah.

yeah and I'm really excited for what God's going to do in my life as well as in the lives of GoPers!

trust and obey, for there's no other way, to be happy in Jesus, but to trust and obey :D

i WILL OWN chinese 'o' levels

2009-11-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

I was afraid , I was petrified

but I know nothing's too big for God and He can carry me through so I should just stop freaking out about tomorrow. So now I'm happy and in the best condition to take an important examination.

I claim an A1 WOOOO! and after o levels I can slack heh heh!

once again. I will own chinese 'o' levels !

we the redeemed

2009-11-08T16:33:00.000+08:00

8GB¹: 2,000 songs / 8 hours of video S$ 228.0 when I saw this my eyes lit up and I decided to save up for one :D going for scrap the camera idea (for now)

random rant

2009-11-02T21:37:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling weirdly weird. like a happy sadish, in-betweenish kinda feeling :D i don't know how to describe it

huihui sat on a bee-like insect and got her thigh/butt pricked. moral of the story: Watch where you're sitting.

I better try to blog more before the holidays get more packed. HAHAH ironic much? i wonder why holidays are called holidays, because I realise I'm somewhat busier during the holidays than the school term haha. Maybe the term holiday doesn't apply to me.

but on a happier note :D, youth camp is coming! YAYYYY
HAHHA

untitled

2009-10-22T21:09:00.000+08:00

I really don't know what to put for the title, because I think this is going to be a horribly random post, so if you think you don't like seeing things all over the place in no particular chronological order or any logical order for that matter, I suggest you go back to facebook and keep playing games which will kill your brain cells. I like long sentences.

say hi to 生煎包

its like 小龙包

just that it's deep fried and it's a few times bigger.

I heard it was nice so I decided to buy 5 and now I'm sick of it despite only eating 5.

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legend: a whole string of @@@s means that i'm moving on to the next day/ idea/ thought.

ihateresultsday(s)

I really do. btw, i'm not trying to boast or anything I just need somewhere to rant because I just find some things rather ridiculous fyi.

random classmate A: *receives results* "WALAO EH.. I GET SO LOW.. ))))): eh how much you get?"

me: " er.. can I don't say? "

random classmate A: " eh say la! "

me: " er.. you say one hor.. don't whack me okay?"

*tells results*

random classmate A: "S**T you la! why you get so high??!?!?!?!" *whacks me real hard*

that's why I don't like results day.

I don't like to tell others my results esp. when

a. they are the temperamental sort and will cry easily

b. they got lower marks than me

c. they have a tendency to hit you even if you did not do anything offensive

results days make people moody, but I have learnt the art of surviving it and remaining relatively happy still.

3 rules for surviving results day:
a. always keep a straight face despite good/bad scores (people don't like it when you exaggerate your emotions, it gets annoying esp, if others don't do as well or if you have an extremely glass-shattering voice)
puh-puh-puh poker face ;D

b. never cry (think happy thoughts and never think negative or think that you have let someone or something down, very tear-inducing , crying just attracts attention and sometimes it gets annoying )

c. I should never attempt to comfort anyone unless I do worse than them. (when I get a good score and I try to comfort a friend who didn't do so well it always ends up with a " BUT YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!" , or " YOU GET SO HIGH DON'T TALK TO ME LA!" or a beating should the person be chen shu

again, I must say that these guidelines work for me and if you disagree strongly with them, its fine because they have never failed me ever since. and I am not trying to boast once again, because I really don't like it when people think that way ): or think i'm selfish and mean when I'm just trying to protect myself.

sorry for the wordy post.

Listening to happy music makes me happy. This holiday is going to be a very hectic one for me :D I foresee. As long as God's with me I couldn't be happier. I intend to read many many English books! my standard of english has been decreasing ever since I entered AHS. or maybe its the fact that I'm so occupied with other things that I haven't been able to find the time to sit down and enjoy a good book.

i don't want to get frustrated with you, you're a nice friend , but the things you do annoy me, don't cross the line, even if you do , don't go too far, I'm already trying my best to be patient with you.

and the worse part is, before it gets any better we're headed for a cliff.

that's the perfect line to describe it.

OKAY I FEEL HAPPIER NOW! :D all cleared up and ready for a mind blowing weekend! plus an extra holiday on monday! :D don't be jealous!

OMG RACHELGAN IS COMING FOR SERVICE!

2009-10-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

ok sorry I'm just so excited and I can't wait for the weekends! all the prayers are coming true and I'm just SO HAPPY BECAUSE I HAVEN'T BROUGHT A FRIEND IN AGES! AND NOW IT'S LIKE YAY!!!!!!!!! WOOO WHEEEE!

fences remix :D

2009-10-11T15:24:00.004+08:00

you gotta watch this , those people are darn good.

i feel as if the exams are over

2009-10-09T21:42:00.000+08:00

oh my i seriously like this anti-stress approach to exams :D i am so going to adopt it for the rest of my life:D
cuz when im relaxed, i can absorb more when i study so i don't need to mug so much and i can even mug at weird times like going to school and end up with productive results.

heehee and I think that I'm getting too relaxed cause, I srlsy don't feel like studying bio or chem hahah! yay

had a. math and geog today

was almost brain dead after a. math, managed to recover after a cup of strawberry yoghurt.

Thank you Zhiqing for the extra notes! (doubt you'll ever see this )Because the part I read in your notes came out! hahaha! Praise the Lord
God's been dropping me many many hints this EOY exam

one example:

during English Oral , the passage and picture that came out was the one I spent the most time on. J

BOOMZ!

2009-09-26T23:54:00.000+08:00

the word of the season is: BOOMZ!
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HAHA ms. singapore world.
funny sia, whats the difference between ms singapore world and ms singapore universe?

hmmm...

had english oral today :D

super cool cuz the conversation topic was about friends and i talked about chen shu and vanessa, and weirdly after we met at the concourse we found out that we all talked about each other hahha so cute! :D

song of the season: be my escape - relient k

spotted many many unglam photos of me during evangelistic party heehee , had fun shouting random comments but random comments about me were no fun.

if i were to die a gruesome death for Jesus would I renounce the name of Jesus?

that was the question i've been struggling with for the week. During QT many ugly gory thoughts popped into my mind but i decided and i really am convicted to not renounce the name of Jesus no matter what.

i feel bad for ever thinking about denying, but at least i am confident that there's a greater reward in store for me in heaven :D

to live is Christ, to die is gain.

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i thought sliding my a math text book down the side of the escalator would be fun but it turned out more damaging than i expected, especially after it landed safely halfway through, chen shu grabbed it and threw it down the second half, not even bothering to aim.

thanks chen shu. hahah this is a tribute to you.

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can't wait for EOYs to be over cuz i want to go out !

what to do after EOYs

1. Go Swimming

2. Go Shopping

3. Sleepover

4. bring friends to church!

lamb steak with mint jelly!

2009-09-21T18:02:00.000+08:00

i thought lamb steak was good, but when i added mint jelly, i got hooked.

celebrated daddy's birthday today at Raffles Town Club. i attempted to eat an oyster because i was curious about whether it would taste like cockles (you know , the kind you find in your hokkien mee sometimes). Cause when i was young i accidentally ate a cockle and a spat it out immediately and never ever dared to try anything associated with cockles ever since. So, feeling adventurous, i asked my dad for an oyster, and being an connoisseur of oysters, added some tabasco sauce and some other random stuff which was supposed to make the stuff taste better but, when i ate half of it, i felt as if i just drunk the sea..

my brother was laughing at my horribly controlled expression because no matter how bad the food tastes , i couldn't embarrass my family in a posh restaurant by shouting " YUCK! " so i forced myself to swallow the whole thing but i had to drink a whole cup of water, eat 3 slices of lamb steak and 2 slices of beef to mask the after taste.

oooo! i looked out of the window and i spotted an aeroplane! 38.5 aeroplanes now!

yay! :D

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210909

isaac's birthday , went to seaview :D saw the annoying security guard who didn't allow all of us to swim during cell outing.

studied a.math for a while with shujing, ben a, angie, yueshan, chooby and regine (who wasn't studying)before going there, it was horrible, i couldnt remember how to do anything else but plus,minus,times and divide.

heehee we were all talking about studying hard so that in the future we would be earning big bucks, and shujing is going to earn 20k a month and buy a big house, big car, and turn one of the rooms in her big house into a karaoke room so that we can have a kezzie karaoke session :D

and buy me headphones!

and i will strive hard and get a good job , earning 12k per month :D heh heh

shopping! whoots!

wow then if i were to tithe then i'd have to give... $1,200 per month WOW! okay sorry random thought.

anyways i learnt a new game! yayyyy

goldfishhh!

so fun, but i'm quite bad at it because i have a very small memory capacity. once i find out that someone has the cards i want i'll try my best to remember it, but before it gets to my turn i always forget who and which card. so it's pretty hard for me to earn one set.

i've decided on what stuff i want to save up for:

1. cannon G10

2. Head phones (i like shujing's)

hee :D but then again, christmas is coming! then i have an excuse to ask my parents for those

harmless drug

2009-09-11T22:03:00.001+08:00

you know what ? today during training i was falling asleep and stuff then when it came to the matches , i told myself that i had to stay awake and be alert and i think i had an adrenalin rush or something, cuz i couldn't feel the tiredness anymore, in fact, i felt super super alert and i was playing quite a good game.

that's why adrenalin is a harmless drug. :D it gets you high without getting you into trouble.

sorry random thought.

090909! so cool la, and here's how i spent that day : attempting to get a nice tan.

i didn't swim, unlike van and huihui who were apparently trying to make me jealous (at least van was) but failed horribly MUAHAHAHA!

muahaha bat girl returns. sadly she can't see

i like the colour of the water, so nice!

i kinda fell asleep while tanning heh :D but at the end of the day i realised that i didnt do such a good job because i was horribly tanned in front but not so tanned behind !

we watched meet the parents after that! super funny! Ben Stiller is soooo funny!

i want to watch meet the fockers hahaha! i should go and rent the DVD! i love funny movies!

i've been waiting for a miracle, and i'm not gonna give up until it happens!

these few days have been rather umm.. thinkish, and i've been thinking a lot and stuff. which is good and not so good.

good because i can get my priorites right

not so good because i get all paranoid.

but i decided to put aside my thoughts and just pray and i can tell you, prayer works wonders.

i'm so glad cheryl likes to pray! :D

random song that has been stuck in my head: How to Save a Life- The Fray

how does the guy manage to sing that whole chorus thingy without breathing? his lungs must be real huge..

i've been trying to play new songs on the piano as well as recall the songs i used to be able to play. i think i like piano, to think i hated piano so much last time all because of my piano teacher. i should go dig up my archives and find those posts where i used to rant about piano exams. hahahah thank God i stopped taking piano exams. i'd never be able to cope.

yay!!!!!!!!!!! today was a fairly happy day :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2009-09-08T21:17:00.000+08:00

this is a post dedicated to a special friend.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANEESHA (vanessa)

hahah it's funny how we've been in the same class for 3 years and still have one more year to go . I believe it's no coincidence :D

i purposely put your "haha!" face sideways so that you'll get some privacy cuz not all people will be dumb enough to turn their heads to look at it :D

joking la, i was just too lazy to rotate it :D

anyways back to my mushy story.

since sec 1:

we have endured much chasings, much retarded conversations and much nike waterbottle fights and we have SURVIVED till this day. not only us , but our friendship survives with us!

throughout the days where the 'KUEHS' were still together, throughout the times when we had our dumb arguments over dumb things, our friendship still prevailed.

we have been through much, i must admit , but in the end,

we're still friends and

i love you!!! *in the doggy voice*(c'mon you know the dog in UP?)

it's been really nice having you as a friend, we cheer each other up yeah?
despite all your futile attempts to get sick and constant rantings as well as peculiar cravings , you've got to hand it to me for continuing to be your friend , it ain't an easy job you know? :D hahah kidding.

but before you are able to join the exclusive "15 club", enjoy your moments as a 14 year old, because next time if you're going to be immature i will smack you. NO WAIT! on second thought don't grow up too soon! i like you better when you're cute and all. ah well !

enough said i think you might cry if you read on. i know, i'm just too good at expressing my heartfelt feelings aren't i?

but i will remember the aeroplane game and the only idiot who agreed to play it with me- you.

P.S: i have caught 32.5 aeroplanes until today. teehee!

SHPS ftw!

2009-08-31T23:36:00.000+08:00

hahah its real odd how people appreciate things better when they are no more. for eg.

michael jackson, many probably never ever watched his MVs until after he died.

and i've finally realised how awesome my pri school days were ): a bit to late , but then again, better late then never. shps-ers rock !

yay 6/9 06 :D

hahah i think i look super funny , cuz we played captain's ball and my hair was in a freaking mess. plus i was in a making-stupid-faces mood :D

it's be yourself day!
super weird, they call it be yourself day and then tell us that we need to follow a theme. ironic.

the theme was shining stars, so my class came up with...

'A' star students, still star what... and thus, we alll wore nerd stuff.

a failed attempt to look dumb.

me: "huh?"

van: *acts cute*

yay kaiyi!

yayyyyy today is another happy day!

ahhhhh! can't stand the way someone makes me feel so stupid.

revenge on annoying telemarketing calls

2009-08-30T09:48:00.000+08:00

hahah watch this! hahaha! one thing i can't stand more than a stinky bus is telemarketing calls. esp all those chinese speaking kind, don't even understand i thing they are saying i should try this one day ! HAHAHA!

GAMES DAY!

2009-08-30T01:19:00.002+08:00

hey :D you've gotta watch this, this is one of the best advertisements i've seen

heehee :D i feel happy today:D

shujing taught me how to play i just want you by planetshakers on piano today and i really want to learn somemore!

and and and i also want to learn guitar :D hahah cuz i think guitar is uber cool! hahah then not bad leh , if i do learn guitar and piano proper then i can sing and play guitar or sing and play piano , or do all three ! thinking it about it , it seems impossible but its just a thought :D

haha yay i feel very happy, i dont know why :D

me and regine at PP! whooo cell outing hahah, regine's my new duet partner HEEHEE:D

me and sherrrinne haha :D seriously PP has a lot of nice stuff but i still like tampines better. oh speaking of which im going to vivo and ion orchard with my mummy tmr (or rather today if you prefer) oh yeah you know what? i got so used to writing tmr instead of the actual word, that i kinda forgot how to spell tmr. tommorrow? tomorrow? tommorow? ahhh!

someone help me!

ooo... this is an S.O.S don't want a second guess, this is the bottom line it's ....

heh sorry. random thought.

anyways this purple bear below is my new friend Stinky(her real name is Purple the Bear but i thought it sounded odd)

honestly, i don't want to grow up :D i want to have the faith and imagination of a child, because i don't want to grow up and get so caught up with the things of this world that i forget God and limit the things He can do.

i love KEZZIE

i think the funnest times of my life were spend with kezzies and i just wanna say a big BIG

thank you to all the KEZZIES for being so awesomely awesome :D

happily crying

2009-08-25T21:59:00.000+08:00

i cried but i feel better now.

i suddenly felt so so bad that i couldn't manage my money or my time or my emotions properly and i really don't like to annoy my friends but sometimes i feel as if i have so much to do and so little time and the thought of it scares me.

i think its the way i force myself to acheive the best i can by putting myself down and now its taking a toll on me right now. ahhh i don't care if people think i'm some emotionally unstable freak but i guess i'll become one if i keep on bottling it up.

Free times like this don't come often.

oh found this on facebook. hahah i look spastic but i think i like the glasses-on-head look hahah. oh about eyewear, today i went to the optical shop to order contact lenses and instead of ordering the usual bi-weekly (fortnightly) contact lenses which are rather expensive, i inquired about the monthly ones and eventually decided to get them. Well, i just felt so bad for wasting so much money that i decided to downgrade my contacts to save money.

or maybe i could just skip recess.

or maybe i could stop watching movies

or maybe i could stop eating at frolick

or maybe i could just ride a bike everywhere i go so that i don't need to top up my ez-link card

i think i'll just reduce the movies and stuff la, i doubt i'll go to the extent of riding a bike although it would be quite fun :D and tiring.

about 1 more month to EOYs

i can do this:D and this time, i've learnt my lesson frm MYEs :

always depend on God and never ever think you can make it on your own

twenty four and-a-half aeroplanes and counting

2009-08-24T22:40:00.001+08:00

currently me and vanessa are tied in the catching aeroplane game with 24 and a half aeroplanes each haha. that's because she was talking to me whilst i spotted an aeroplane and argued that she didnt notice it because she was 'entertaining' me with her story so i decided to do some charity and share my aeroplane with her.

i remember some days ago ( vanessa was not wearing her specs/contacts )while we were walking down that fateful hill, i spotted at least 2 aeroplanes which van said i was making false claims just because she couldnt see them. so i whipped out my handy umm.. handphone and snapped a picture after which she claimed i had photoshopped the picture. HAHA! i'm so good at photoshop that i can use my phone which does not have photoshop and insert and blend in a picture of a dumb aeroplane within 30 seconds.

this was the picture. see the aeroplane? no?

nevermind, i circle for you :D

still cannot see? for the hopelessly blind i have zoomed it in

see? now dont tell me that was a flying ciggartte which someone happened to throw while i took the picture because i am dead sure that it's an aeroplane.

sadly i didnt manage to snap the other one.

hahah i was bored in the bus after school and started snapping pics in the bus

hahah okay so lame but anyways. i was so stressed from studying that i decided to blog haha! and and and i didnt have much free time last week cuz it was tests almost everyday.

hahah on saturday service, we got heart shaped tattoo thingys and mine was horribly faded so i rubbed off the sharp part and made it into this:

i'm sorry you have to tilt your head in order to appreciate it fully. quite cute right :D :D i tried to preserve it by not washing it off (which includes not washing my left hand and not bathing my left hand) but failed after 2 days. ah well :D

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO RIBEN.A(haha ribena geddit geddit?)

the pathetically pathetic cold, slimy hashbrown. hahahha!

darn. i am the worst friend on earth.

or not! cuz i advertised ben's bday so im not THAT bad

okay i honestly need to finish doing one last question before doing QT . after that it's off to lala land for me :D bye, sorry no dumb vids of teletubbies cuz i might get overly annoyed given today's situation.

yay it's wednesday!

2009-08-19T23:07:00.000+08:00

yay its wednesday! which means tmr is thursday and tmr tmr is friday which means its 2 more days to the weekends and 2 more days before i get over this tortuous week ; there were tests from tuesday to friday. I'm halfway through and barely surviving.

some random pictures taken after training on monday (the worst time to take pictures cuz we're all so stinky and tired but who cares? i was bored)

the cat which always hangs around our school, so cute ! :D i didn't dare go too near in case it got annoyed at me disturbing its late afternoon siesta.

yay amelia :D

vanessa and amelia the oyster and the hamster:D

oh amelia jumped too high and banged her hand on the shelter of the abandoned, old bus shelter and the whole thing shook violently. Either the bus shelter is falling apart or amelia is freaking strong , i'd like to think it's the latter haha.

darn i look too fair. and bald. and fat.

i caught vanessa's " HAHA" face on cam :D

the scene outside my school, taken with my handphone camera hahaha! looks too good to be true.

quote of the day: "i've heard people call their skinny friends bamboo poles but never have i heard of anyone who calls their skinny friends toothpicks"

today before morning assembly i was listening to vanessa about how she was trying to hard to get sick in order to pon school hahah. she's been trying for many days now and still not even the slightest tinge of a cold. i don't know whether i should feel sympathetic actually HAHAH ! but i think it's funny :D

ohoh! by the way !

see the move at 0:14 ? i have finally mastered it MUAHHAAHHA! after many days of secretly dancing on the coffee table (kidding) at home, i have finally been able to do that move hahahah! special thanks to amelia hahahah. okay sorry so random :D

if you want to see it i can show you :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

i chiong-ed bio today, and i was quite productive :D why? because i kept telling myself if i was early i could blog and stuff :D i have mastered the art of self-motivation

*claps* thankyou! thankyou!

hahha watch this its super hilarious! i was laughing like mad throughout the whole vid.

hahhaaaa super funny check out the number of times po (the red one; for those who don't know the teletubbies haha) blinks its super abnormal!

and dipsy has no rhythm sense 0:44 hahaha!

and they all have random spasm-ic moments haha! super funny

bio test tmr and e math test on friday before im free :DDDDDDD hahahha :D YAY THE THOUGHT OF IT MAKES ME HAPPY

and and and cookies make me happy too :D i finished a whole pack of them for breakfast yesterday and i was in a really good mood :D

okay i have nothing to say already , i feel happy now :D bye !

God Bless!
P.S : by any chance if you are looking for a church you can always come to mine! hahah sorry random, but thats how i came to church so i'm just trying my luck :D i duno i just felt that i should do this.

subway cookies ftw!

2009-08-16T21:26:00.002+08:00

i've been trying to get myself to study for half an hour but i cant seem to finish studying the last two chapters of chinese, so i shall blog to entertain myself and hopefully (not) entertain you. subway really makes my day hahah :D

yesterday i ate subway for breakfast and i felt so so so shiok i dunno why, maybe its the mayo :D mayo makes me happy but had to refrain from eating the cookies or else i'd get a bad throat. So i had to wait until service was over before i actually got to sink my teeth into the chewy depths of the beautiful double chocolate chip cookie.

today i was feeling stressed about the chinese common test this coming tuesday because i have 5 chapters to cover as well at 20 idioms and i've barely started. and to make it worse, faithe already finished studying so i decided to indulge in subway cookies, i think it worked. but the effect kinda backfired because now i feel so relaxed that i don't even feel like taking my eyes off the screen to study chinese.

maybe i shall psycho myself into studying.

you will study, you must study or else,you'll be illiterate and people will despise you! chinese is good for you, ting xie is the best thing you can spend you time on now!

actually, my life is interesting. well, to me at least. i better study soon i cant wait to do QT !

i'm going to strive to live a life set apart for God

next week is going to be a busy week :D but I want to make the most of it :D

God loves you! heh

lols! i published the post then i went to facebook and i saw this super funny picture posted by lizzie ! hahaha super funny this was like last year and very paiseh cuz i wore that top today :O ahhh shucks.

all of us look super funny, check out my brothers height and cool haircut (sarcasm) hahaha cuz now he's taller than me and has a cooler haircut (not being sarcastic)

and stef hasn't changed much. and i have a big ugly pimple. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

HAHAH i thought this was pretty funny okay sorry. bye now i'm going to study for real

Vanessa almost died :O

2009-08-11T21:18:00.000+08:00

it was so scary , after school me vanessa and chen shu were walking out of the gate , and when we reached the intersecting roads at the second right turn, we crossed halfway, suddenly a purple mercedes swerved towards us from behind another car just as we were about to cross the road. Vanessa just ran across right in front of the mercedes but fortunately she made it to the other side in time.

seriously i almost puked my heart out la ,very scary. i really thank God that He protected Vanessa PHEW!

so sad.. faith koh couldn't make it today,
me tyan wei and her were s'posed to meet to chat and stuff.
dear God, i uplift faith koh and tyan wei into your hands, let them know you are near and that you love them, in Jesus' name i pray, Amen.

ahhh i so wanna watch UP the scout boy is super cute :D

i'm like eating dinner and blogging at the same time, okay not really at the same time but

eats some rice, blogs, eats prawns, blogs, eats veggies , blogs
you get the idea right?

as i was eating i happened to wonder what would happen if i were to be like my mom, to cook dinner everyday, well almost. i suddenly felt like i had a lot of stuff to learn from her, like cooking and stuff.

i want to bake cookies! i really like baking and cooking just that i probably suck at it. It's just like literature. i like it a lot but i suck at it. sad case huh?

At the cross by hillsongs is super cool la , i was listening to it while walking up the hill (or walking to school if you prefer )some time ago and i started to cry on the way to school cuz it was just so touching to know that Jesus loved us so much that he shed His blood for us on the cross

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eOY0mjjmx8Y

i've been listening to that song all day haha.
okay i really need to go revise a.math now.

FAIL

2009-08-10T16:09:00.002+08:00

haha found this weirdo picture of me and christine on facebook from angeline's photos. When we were in the "mrt" ride to shore restaurant for shujing's birthday. Notice the biology TYS? that's because yours truly is so exceedingly studious. kidding.

some random people including myself were trying to stimulate an mrt ride (cuz shujing was blindfolded) hahah but it didnt really work out anyway.

"Doors closing.. beepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeep BANG! *doors of van slams shut*"

"next station: Pasir Ris. "

epic fail man.

lols headstand fail, sorry i suddenly thought of fail blog when i typed fail.

hahah i don't care if you think its funny but when i saw it i laughed like mad.

hahah super funny, serene and faithe were so nonsensical. They began laughing after the waiter repeated the orders. because serene heard someone's order as

"Brad Pitt chicken"
when it was actually black bean chicken after checking through the menu

and

"kway teow rat" (kwayteow wrap )

still got some more but I couldn't really remember the rest.
But i think the waiters know that we were laughing at them because whenever they come we start laughing and whenever they leave we stop HAHA!

poor waiters, their confidence level must have dropped so badly.

lols i know i've been blogging about this for two days now but i suddenly remembered it haha too bad.

slap blogger

2009-08-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
i feel so happy nowwwww! i can finally post pictures hahah thanks to ben. somehow the whole insert image, bold , italics, font bar disappeared and i stared at it for 3 mornings before i finally decided to ask ben and now its fixed :D hahahha

PIGGED OUT at seoul garden with chen shu, vanessa and huihui and surprisingly chenshu wasnt the ultimate pig, me and huihui were there stuffing ourselves silly while vanessa was munching solely on charsiewpaos and chen shu was complaining about how full she was halfway through.

i look fat but who cares?

i like this one :D

it was a slacker-than-slack sunday today, didn't get any work done ... d'oh
but anyway, i think this is one of the first times that i have ever worn an ethnic costume haha! cause usually in school , i just wear school uni. its much easier and less tackier and less itchy this way.

what drove me to wear my cheena top today? because of my mom

me: " mummmyy... church can wear ethnic costume this sunday leh.."
mum: " wear la! so fun one. i lend you my one"
me: "huh don't want la very auntie leh! "
mum: " not auntie la, i bought it on clearance sale, 10 dollars only , very worth it! "
me: *gave in to her because i didnt want to burst her bubble* " huh... okay lor"

so thats how i ended up wearing that cheena thing.
so fun. i love my mom, although she's weird sometimes but i still love her.

YAY SHUJING IS 21! :D

hahah celebrated shujing's birthday yesterday at some restaurant at the seaside.

to shujing (if you ever see this)

you're an awesome overseer and since your covenant is over i sincerely hope that you will have a happy un-singlehooded life. with *ahem* . You have really impacted my life so much and i've been very inspired by you to care and love my connectees like the way you love KEZZIE ! :D HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!

I LOVE YOU TO BITS !

yay! i feel so happy now!

it scares me

2009-08-07T13:25:00.003+08:00

fyi: i can't stand it i really can't find the upload photo button, someone please enlighten me! or no photos for you, lols i almost forgot. it doesnt matter cuz my blog is dead HEEHEE!

it really scares me because i work so hard just to find myself a notch behind others who don't work as hard. how odd

i really don't know why i do the things i do sometimes, like kicking the danger sign in a moment of sub-consciousness and returning to my home feeling even weirder. and not replying a completely innocent message because i got annoyed at it. if you ask me

"What's with you?"

i'll tell you

" i really don't know"

it's times like these where i really need to sleep.

2009-08-06T21:37:00.000+08:00

i dont blog anymore! so follow me on twitter! cuz it's shorter and more convenient for an impatient person like me who cannot spare the time to type a whole post to entertain the people who actually read my blog which amounts to zero.

WOOOOO SENTOSA

2009-06-10T12:57:00.002+08:00

WHOOOOOOOOOO SENTOSA ROCKS!

hahaha actually not going to church camp wasnt so bad afterall :D
being a total dummy at suntanning, i covered myself in SPF 35 sunblock and hoped that i would get tan, and when i did not , i got disappointed. i shall be smarter next time.

who knew SPF 35 was so strong.. i thought it was upon 100 so 35 was very little... gah but anyways. that doesnt matter, what really matters is that by hook or by crook ,i am going to get tan and totally live up to my surname haha. okay....

people always think im about to faint after exercise when im not all because i am horribly fair which gives people the impression that i'm a sickly person who never goes out to play. but the truth is i do go out to play, just not in the sun. :DDD

all this embarrassment of being mistaken for a sickly person has spurred me on to my latest mission.

operation: G-T (get-tan)

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

oh and im also trying to save up for a camera... hahahah if you're nice enough you can contribute LOLS! kidding

hah going to do homework now...... ): bye

angels and demons

2009-05-14T21:38:00.009+08:00

today after school we went to tm to watch angels and demons.

and we includes, me, vanessa,chenshu,huihui,yuzheng and kai yi (my toilet buddy HAH!)
IM TELLING YOU ...

I AM NEVER EVER GOING TO READ THE BOOK.

not that i hated the show, i liked the thrill and all but the thing was that i was scared out of my pants, esp when the parts where the cardinals got murdered and all super sick, i was so irritated and angry and scared by the bad guy that i almost ran out of the cinema, i promise you.

actually. it was a good show, i recommend open minded people who dont get nightmares easily and who do not re enact scenes from movies to watch it. please if you know you tend to re enact scenes from movies please

do not watch angles and demons.

i told someone in the group. i think vanessa. nvm. that i would be so afraid if that sorta thing happened it real life.

oh you dont know what im talking about?
haha too bad . *sings* cuz-i-watched-the-mo-vie and-you-did-not! HAH! okay sorry please dont get offended. i'll buy you cookies :D

going to tm tmr again to watch star trek, i pray and hope that there are no scary scary scenes or i will become mentally unsound.

after watching angels and demons even until now, approximately 5 hours after the movie, i am still slightly shaken by what i have watched in the movie.. seriously, it was freaky but nice. if you like thrills and action and mystery and stuff this movie is perfect for you , not for me because i have a weak heart haha . i cried two to three times during the show. LOLS!
OKAY THAT IS SO EMBARRASSING.

anyways... the highlight of today is .... is...

midyears are over WOOOOOOOOOOOO!

after two mentally draining weeks i'm freeeeeeeeeeeee
i feel so weird now.

hey... i like this words-in-the-centre thingy :D
hahahah i shall be going now . goodbye. i guess i'll be posting more often since exams are over and i am a whole lot free-er than i was a while ago. so i'll be seeing more of myself. hahah oh you forgot? i talk to my self , you see i think its pretty normal and..

bye .

i am a mugger, i mug

2009-05-08T22:06:00.002+08:00

oi ! guess what? this post is special.

number one: this is finally a post from yours truly after such a long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long (you get the idea) time.
number two: this is the two hundred and thirty-fourth post! 234 ! get it! 234234234234 so cool ! okay........
number three: im supposed to be studying for my biology exam next tuesday haha! but i felt the need cut myself some slack and bore anyone who ever reads my dead blog. how exciting!

i've been feeling rather tired/jaded? i duno exactly what that word means but im using it anyway hoping that i used it correctly or else it would be super embarrassing and why am i ranting on and on about whether or not i am using the word correctly or wrongly but i dont care because this is my blog and i have every right to post what ever i want on it and furthermore this is a very special post my two hundredth and thirty fourth post to be exact hence the need to make it really special by typing such a boring long sentence.

wow... i hoped i bored you out and scared some people away because that felt really good :D hahaha i mean typing the long long sentence felt really good.. dont worry im not going to do that again.

i dont know about you but i feel it's high time to stop before things get out of hand. Afterall , everyone has a limit to their patience. so do i (:

dear God,
i pray that you will grant me patience and your peace that surpasses all understanding especially in this time of immense mental stress and anxiety. Thank you God ;D love you !

in Jesus' name , Amen :DDDDDD

phew.. i feel better now. i've been thinking a lot these few days, i guess ive given others the impression that im ignoring them but i'm just thinking ha.. okay honestly sometimes i really hate those 'thinking' times in my life, too much of it and i get kinda high strung , again i dont know the meaning of it but then again im talking to myself so i know what i mean.

5 papers down, 4 more to go ..

i'm feeling slightly disappointed with myself with regards to my performance during the past exminations. i don't know what this is maybe God is testing me ? i pray He is.

lalalla hahah actually i have to much to say la.. but some things are quite embarrassing and despite the fact that i am talking to myself i have to keep the content safe :D okay dang, why do i have to think so much.. actually i think it'll be cool to have a secret blog with a password and all just for yoursellf and you can write anything you want on it because it is totally yours. :D

hahha okay okay la i really need to go :D will post more and put more pictures after the exams !

don't be stressed !

okay. you too.

eh must be positive hor!

okay la... i try

LOL
bye really... im not kidding bye. see the full stop there<---- im going now. seriously. now.

its weird to see how much we've matured over the years

2009-01-24T10:31:00.003+08:00

had this real nostalgic conversation which lasted over an hour with vanessa and chen shu. Come to think of it, we've really changed over the years ever since we've met each other in sec 1. All the quarelling, immature hurling of insults, backstabbing, poking, kicking, scratching and cold wars we've been through it all and'we've become much better and MATURE friends :D

mini dedication to vanessa and chen shu:
hey guys (:
you have really brought much life into my life hahaha! ýou all never fail to make my day and we've been through so much and its kinda sad that we begin to cherish it now. we've been together for 2 years but it seemed like forever haha , and not to mention , we'll be together for another 2 years so we've gotta cherish it together! amidst all the catfights and chasings and arguments , i still love you guys much :D

cliche shadow thingy, it really provokes the attention of passers-by

vanessa waving the fry in my face, cute hor? i take one leh! haha

my sadd 15th birthday, no matter how nice the cake is, it will never beat a party.

dang i look fat, thanks to my dad for choosing the wrong angle hahah.

oh and thank you thank you thank you a million times to faithe and serene for the morphodite-ish birthday card which i couldnt stop laughing at. last night i kinda laughed mysef to sleep whilst looking at it haha! you guys rock like crazy!

i love my new blogskin hee (: and and and i just found out something cool

check this out:

:I

it represents smiling without teeth hahaha! actually it looks like someone with their mouth full of food. nvm its quite cute anyhow AND I DISCOVERED IT ! (i hope) heehee !

okay sorry ,
i shall go away before you get bored bye!

i've done something new today !

2009-01-09T18:41:00.002+08:00

hey guess what ?

what ?

i did something new today ?

huh? you did?

yeah i did !

what did you do ?

i went for a funeral for the first time in my life!

........ no comment

hahhaa , not to sound mean or offensive but i really attended a funeral for the first time. My grandad passed away. Sadly, im not very close to him ; the only thing i've said to him was " ah gong! " and that's all. He kinda isolates himself in a room so i don't really get to see him even.

yeah and it was a buddhist funeral so my family was just watching them do the chanting etc (we were the only people in the 'close family'catergory who were not doing the buddhist stuff. you should know why ) today was the last day so the monks were doing the last bit of chanting and they requested that the whole family gather to offer gifts (oranges,that brown muffin-like thingy, flowers, and a-heck-lot-of-unknown-stuff) my dad had to go out of respect for my grandad cuz he was a 'nu3 xu4' (son-in-law) i thought it was funny that my dad was a 'nu xu' cuz i've always imagined them to be young and vibrant and smiley and everything , qualities which my dad probably does not possess or maybe he has them but has long abandoned them. okay im digressing.

anyway, after all that , everyone gathered and we were given a carnation flower each(if im not wrong), we had to walk round the coffin while throwing petals onto the floor , i found it quite amusing and i would have chuckled if not for the solemn-ess of the procedure. and and and, the weirdest thing was the moment where they all had to bow to the picture of my grandad cuz it was kinda not good to bow and weird to not bow, i managed a slight nod as a sign of respect but apparently no one paid any attention or chided me so i continued with it.

hahah random comment: i think that funeral clothes are very comfortable (white cotton shirt and blue cotton slacks ) hahah sorry i hope i did not offend anyone i really had to say this.

oh! and we had to eat vegetarian food for lunch and dinner, it really looked like meat, there was one time i was so hungry i lunged at the beef looking thing only to find out that it was flour.... but it was not bad anyway. the fake abalone was quite tasty :D hahha

alright, i shall stop here, i feel like changing my blogskin again.
oh if any 3L person reads this please tell me what homework i missed or something cuz i tried calling chen shu and vanessa but they never pick up thanks! ;D

christmas o8

2008-12-25T17:50:00.008+08:00

christmas is the season of giving (: and hence i shall give out some shoutouts :DDDD who's ready for shoutouts?

*you stand up ENTHUSIASTICALLY, raising your hands up high, screaming " ME!ME!ME!" just like a toddler when asked if he/she wants candy*

MUAHAHA ! sheer manipulation of readers brings me great joy hahah joking la. later you all think im some control freak.

okay so everyones ready for shoutouts?

*awkward silence*

wonderful!

now i can begin

i shall base my shoutouts on random people who 'pop' out in my mind.

1. Father Faithe

oh my i don't know where to start but you're just so mind-blowingly awesome!! thanks for having to submit to the tough job of being my Tweenie haha i know its hard putting up with my ever so dumb questions haha but congratulations! you've been through it and you will have to survive me for a long, long, time. Thank you for helping me tide through the Tweenie**l**l crisis (with the help of ur extremely awesome mom) without you i probably would have been in deep deep trouble. I've realised that whenever we're with each other we never seem to have 'awkward silences' cause we just have so much to talk about. the fact that we see each other almost everyday yet never get sick of each other is really cool (at least i feel that way i hope you do too )

Thank you oh so much for always bugging me to do my homework hahah ur efforts are not in vain , i have done and will complete my homework i promise you. speaking of homework , i completed my last chinese assignment today (: (jian bao) left san guo yan yi, math test (which i dunno how to do ) and the english thingy yayyyyyy!!!

hahah i will never forget the disagreement and misunderstanding we had during the Taiwan immersion thing, but all it did was make our friendship/ Tweenieship stronger and even if we ever separate (touch wood!) i will be proud to tell others that i had a friend named Faithe.

argh see i told you i have like a never ending list of things i want to tell you.. but i shall stop here before others don't get their shoutouts hahah.

love you,
take care, God bless and have a very merry christmas ! :DD

2. Chicky chen

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hahah rmb those days where we used to call ourselves chic and glam? hahah quite hilarious coming to think of it. I've known you for approximately 2 years now but i feel as if i've known you for a longer time. A big fat Thankyou for bringing me to church because that has really changed my life and thank you for ur peseverance in follow-upping with me. Really you have impacted my life SO SO SO MUCH and i shudder when i think of what i would have become should you have given up on asking me to church. You're really funny, always laughing at weirdo stuff but ah well im embarrassed to say that i laugh along too hahah. Thank you for that wonderful card by the way i kinda laughed to myself when i read it (dont be too happy that youre not the only one who laughs to yourself )

REAAADDDYY? OK!!

5,6,7,8,
1 to 4 you round down ,
5 and above you round up,
7 to one you shuuud up.

that was precious.
remember how we completely embarrassed ourselves in the bus haha. Apparently we wanted to do the rhyme with clapping and all, but we ended up stopping halfway cuz we happened to attract the stares of many others in the bus. haha everyone was young once. hahah.

Its kinda amazing to see you being such a wonderful example in school and i really salute you for that cuz its not easy haha. I also applaud you for ur faithfulness in QT and bible reading and all, and you have really impacted me in many aspects of life.

altho we may not be in the same class next year but we'll have recess together won't we ?

*you nod*

AWESOME!!!!

love you! take care, God bless and have a very merry christmas !
p.s: you're a great singer and i hope to serve with you some other time

3. Daniel Aminah Foo

haha i dont think i have any other picture of you but i hope this will do :DDDD

hahah thanks for being so tolerant ever since p5 hahah its funny to think that i used to bully you when u we were in primary school. remember the whole "dk the walking dictionary " joke? where we kept making you 'slap' yourself in order to turn the 'page' hahah sorry about all the mean things ive said to you but apart from that you never actually lost your temper and beat me up or anything (altho you could have easily done that ). Even until this day where you still have to endure endless teasings from people i have never seen you lose your temper hahah BRAVO to you :D

Thank you for ur pretty christmas card anyways (: i really appreciate it. I have always wondered how you manage to always have a joke to tell like almost all the time. Whenever i try to tell a joke it just doesnt work out cuz either i forget it or i made it up. so erms yeah .. i guess telling jokes doesnt work out for me hahah (: anyways you really brighten up the atmosphere with ur blur-ness which causes serious laughter from other. Oh yeah i forgot to mention earlier that ur jokes are really funny! i still rmb the one about ur cousin who wanted to purchase a sweet but ended up .... hahah nvm you get the drift?

And and and... i really appreciate the sensitivity you have to the people and things around you , rmb the class reunion? they kinda showed movies with many many many many not-so-nice words and i was quite relieved that someone else other than myself actually felt uncomfortable hearing all the filth and all

oh and erms... don't worry i assure you that you're not fat (i bet thats the thing that you wanted to hear most in my shoutout) hahah and i find ur blogposts hilariously funny even though its just you adressing yourself as 'handsome'.

hahah take care,God bless and have a very merry christmas!
i finally found a photo of you haha.

4.Angeline Tan WEI EE

sorry i find ur chinese name very fascinating

hello angie!! the first thing that comes to my mind whenever i think of you is
" POWER SIA! FAINT ARH!"

that line never fails to make me smile haha i kinda forgot how we came up with that.
anways you are really power sia... You never fail to tolerate faithe and serene's (and occasionally my) teasings.. (this sentence sounds werid but you get the idea..)

OHHH...H...

okay sorry..

hahah anyways i think youre a real good singer haha not saying that cuz i want you to say the same to me but from the bottom of my heart ,

I THINK YOU ARE A GREAT SINGER!

Thank you so much for always taking the initiative to accept work of any kind. You're always doing the admin stuff which not many people like to do and i have to admit you're really awesome at that. Furthermore, you never give up even though you moan and groan about how challenging it is but you always manage to finish it somehow. i admire you (:

and you're really great with newcomers hahaha you never fail to make them feel welcome with your warm personality.

Thank you for being such a great great friend!

take care ,God bless!! Merry Christmas!!!

5.Christine

hahah altho we don't really get to talk much but i think you're a really fun person to be with, and ive enjoyed making cards with you and the rest of them (: I think you have great taste in clothes , lol. Seriously i have never ever seen you sulk or frown or anything you're like perpetually smiling haha (: Thank you for bringing such joy into my life (:

love you! take care God bless, have a merry christmas :DDDD

p.s: gidsy! hahaha!

6 .riBen.A

erms sorry i dont have a picture of you but you can refer to the cell photo which has you in it if that makes you feel better :DD

thank you for the christmas chocolate and card hahah , you're really entertaining yourself , and sometimes whenever i ask stupid questions to make you stumped i end up getting stumped by all your scientific answers. Thank you for being a bus 12 buddy HAHA! I've really enjoyed talking to you and all cuz ur very funny and i don't think you're boring hahah so stop saying that you are cuz ur not! You're very helpful too (: you're always helping people esp at acsension and im really honoured to have you in my group hahah. I really appreciate the fact that you always share what you know with other and not keep it to yourself and i am glad to say that i have learnt many things from you :D

I remember you once told me that you wanted to be a doctor , hahah i really think u can be one well firstly , cuz ur so smart and secondly , because u have a doctor's handwriting hahaha lols joking . dont get offended.

just to sum up everything in 8 words and 1 punctuation mark:

thank you for being such a great friend!

merry christmas! God bless!

i shall stop here for today maybe i'll continue another time. this is kinda time consuming and i have to do my homework ! so see you!

best friends,beaches,beautiful memories

2008-12-18T12:20:00.011+08:00

16th december: watched twilight with vanessa, chen shu and huihui

met vanessa and huihui at tampines mrt platform after lunch , i was slightly late haha (i realised that im always late these few days) we went to vivo.

river island was having a sale: 20 % off for all tops but it only lasts for a day haha. i was considering buying a tank top for $16+ after discount i thought it was quite worth it but i didnt cuz my mom would kill me for being greedy ):

poor vanessa couldnt find the sunglasses she really liked the last time we went there.

met chen shu at the cinema , bought the tickets and went to starbucks for a drink haha. apparently it was vanessa's first time at starbucks if im not wrong, me and huihui shared java chip :D chen shu and vanessa didn't want to try but gave in to temptation whilst looking at our drink. so cute. they got a mocca frapp and apparently they liked it better than java chip HMMPH!

note to vanessa: java chip still rocks! mocca is nice too hahah don't be sad

proceeded to cinema, chen shu dragged me (literally) by the neck to carl's jr. to buy french fries, i had no idea carl's jr.'s french fries were so nice hahha.

note to chen shu: thanks for telling me about the french fries, but no thanks for the strangling haha (and tickling)

watched twilight, it was super good i tell you. altho im not really a fan of the book but i really liked the show and i have to admit its one of the best shows ive watched in a long time.

haha cant forget how chen shu grabbed my arm and intended to bite it at the scary parts, good thing i pushed her away in time. oh haha her phone rang halfway through the movie haha it was quite funny to see her struggling to keep her voice down and all. if i had a chance i would watch twilight again ! but maybe on vcd or something.

we took some pics after the movie
(you can click the pictures to see a bigger version )

see what i mean ? haha chen shu is a serial strangler
vanessa apparently doesnt look disturbed cuz shes used to it haha

chen shu, huihui , me and vanessa

17th december: badminton chalet

vanessa,huihui, amelia and i cabbed from our homes *ahem* to NSRCC safra at changi

the bungalows are sooooo nice.

we put our stuff down before going to the club house to bowl haha.

panorama of the bowling alley haha. i find the panorama feature of my hp very interesting.

my shaky hand haha

vanessa was teaching amelia how to bowl properly haha amelia is so cute.

vanessa the pro

there was this very pro guy who took the lane on the left of ours , whenever he bowled he made me feel so inferior altho im not bad myself (: lols haha. he strikes like nothing hahah. his score alone was like almost all four of our scores added together haha.

i asked vanessa how much the maximum was and she said it was 300 then i looked at our scores and said " we really failed miserably"

i thought 80+ was not bad tho (thats what i got)

i never striked or spared haha meaning the average number of pins i hit would be 8. not bad okay. if only i spared. haha i just realised how long my post was.

i dont blame you if u fall asleep or give up reading. hahaha but im enjoying writing this post .

come to think of it im really very fortunate to have such great friends haha.

after bowling we had a quick bite and we headed back to the chalet to play cards
after that we decided to go to the beach . it was around 5 and the sun was really pretty. the beach looked very nice like seriously! pictures!!!!!!!!!

pretty shells!

amelia the sea shell woman

this picture is not bad right? the people on the 'jetty' are complete strangers to me who got slightly suspicious when i was walking towards them with the camera but decided to ignore me and continue with their conversation anyhow.

avelene, amelia, vanessa, huihui and shunyi (senior)

my pretty name lols joking.

vanessa's cute bands from perth haha
they colours are really pretty

thats me haha i look fat.

this shot is nicer (: cuz i look slimmer (lols)

shunyi, huihui and amelia
huihui looks like some model

i had no idea they were taking the picture, the tree looks fake right? its actually the tree in the third picture

this picture is pretty too ;D

the beautiful beach

UNGLAM PIC NO. #1
oh the i tried to take a jump shot but only suceeded after quite a fair bit of failed attempts . enjoy the unglam pics haha

UNGLAM PIC NO. #2

NOT-SO-UNGLAM PIC NO. #1 (yay me!)

UNGLAM PIC NO #3
i look very retarded like i just saw an UFO in the sky or smth
huihui looks like shes saying " oh whatever.."

UNGLAM PIC NO#4

FINALLY A SUCESSFUL SHOT !
UNGLAM SHOT NO. #5
i look like an ape, i think i have long arms..

this picture is pretty too

ah but this picture is prettier cuz i took it. :DDDD

pathetic. i just realised i have only one not so unglam shot..

this picture is nice, huihui and amelia (:

huihui, me , amelia and vanessa.

we kinda spelt it backwards by accident. ah well looks nice anyhow

random shots

another random shot

L.O.V.E !

apparently we tried to make the words ' SEC 2 " hahah but it ended up looking dumb

i figured i could do capital 'e' with one hand rather than small 'e' with two (:

me and vanessa at the bungalows very huge mirror
(its blur cuz it was zoomed in )

haa anyways in case u havent noticed this post is picture-filled cuz i got a new phone so i can take as many pics as i want. do expect more pictureful posts (: see ya

the laziest saturday in a long time

2008-12-13T19:25:00.003+08:00

hahah there wasnt any service today so i went shopping with my mom. Apparently it was my christmas present from her haha xD

i shant tell you how much i spent but instead i shall tell you what i bought so u can guess the price by yourself. its funner this way isnt it?

1st stop : white sands

3 pairs of earrings (cheapo kind)
1 packet of 10 earsticks

2nd stop: TM

two tees from split

3rd stop: Bugis street

denim skinny jeans

almost all of the items were on sale (:

i feel so happy haha! after the many weeks of complaining that i havent enough clothes, i can finally save the rest of my saliva . (for the time being)

my mom made me clear my wardrobe and i realised i had a lot of clothes but some were bought by my mom and i didnt reali like it so it got stuck in my closet till this day. almost all of the clothes that i kept were either bought by me or me and my mom so this proves that me chosing my own clothes results in less clothes wasted. :D

and i got lectured for wasting so many clothes that are in good condition but its not my fault that i dont like them. okay.. maybe im picky about clothes haha. cant help it actually.

ok i bet all of you who are reading this are falling asleep . yeah i understand that no one would be interested in knowing about the history of my wardrobe but i just had to write that down for fun (((:

im left with 2 more days to read 150 plus pages of toto chan (in chinese) cuz ive targeted to finish it by mid december haha but apparently im on page 120+ of 274 or something.

today felt so surreal, its like everything never really happened cuz its too good to be true.

reasons why today felt so surreal:

1. i woke up at 11am + ( doesnt usually happen...)

2.i went shopping with my mom and bought stuff that has been on my wishlist for the longest time.

by the way . some bony lady holding on to her bf's arm bumped into my upper arm at bugis, the thing is, her shoulder knocked into my upper arm . can u imagine how short she was? hahha no la im just a little frustrated cuz it hurt a lot. all thanks to her bony shoulder. OWCH ! seriously man, i was like using my right hand to grip my left arm furthermore i was wincing in pain right smack in the middle of bugis junction . i bet many people saw my "ouch-ed" expression hahah quite embarrassing la but it really hurt so i couldnt help it.

the above situation seemed to make my day seem even more surreal because the pain was more than it shouldve been. come on how painful could a bump with a lady with a small frame get? maybe she couldve been some martial arts expert :O that explains her rock hard shoulder bone.

a few saturdays ago , ben choo asked me and serene this very interesting question:
what would you be if you wern't in church

really set me thinking, i couldve been much worse than now. i believe i would be in a state of emotional turmoil for like almost all my pre-teen/teenage life. i would probably be saying vulgarities as often as the letter 'e' appears in my posts. without church my life would be in a complete mess , im serious.

ah well that should be the end of my surreal post of a surreal day good bye!

im so tired

2008-12-09T22:35:00.003+08:00

i really am.. a lot of things are happening and i really feel like skipping trainings and ignoring homework just to play everyday. i was contemplating with myself whether to go training or not tmr cuz i lost my only pair of daily contacts. but anyways , i decided to be good and go for training :DDDDDDDDD

i cant believe it , theres training on friday , i hope its in the morning ... ahhhh star awards ! so exciting haha sorry .... im excited for almost anything but homework and training.

someone tell me that it isn't real. please? i really hope that every part of it is just a very very wild guess and not a reality. the God i know strengthens the weak .... He will come for me :D please come quick !

im really glad i made the right decision : to go for training haha

i really felt quite crappy after i got home from parkway, must be the long bus ride. oh but the best thing about today is that i went shopping AHHHH! 100% enjoyment! its like esctacy but in a less harmful form. i bought my star awards dress , and a shawl (its the first shawl ive ever had haha and both the dress and shawl are BLACK )

i was deciding between two dresses.. the first one was nice but needs to be worn with a belt , faithe thought it looked nice i quite liked it. the second one was also nice but it was a tube dress (whatever you call it) and i decided that i would get it and not the first one because it was much more formal than the first one(the first one look like the can-wear-to-shop kind) and i could wear it to other formal events
MUAHAHA !

i love you tweenie! ur a really great friend you know that ? btw theres one picture on ur phone i really want to kope :DDDD i must rmb to get it from you asap

sorry random thought.

im still so proud of my decision to go for training HAHAH! SORRY

my mom is so cute hahah , after we went to buy some groceries then we headed home, at the gate she pointed to the little plants in the plant rack and said "see all the little plants are growing! " in a super kiddy voice HAHAHA i felt like laughing but i controlled cuz if i laughed it would seem like this:

me: HAHAHAHAH!
crickets: *chirp* " creek creek...."
me: * looks embarrassed*

yeah thats why i didnt laugh out loud, not bad right? im getting more poised by the day :D

NO WAIT!

i dont want to get more poised by the day ! poised = restricted in actions
i cant live with that haha! aiya i cant imagine myself being a poised adult .... eeeee... must enjoy my chor lor self before the time comes where i have to give up my youth ):

went to parkway with shujing, faithe, serene and angie, met christine there haha (:

hahah my tiny eyes again . i wish i would stop posing for pictures like that but ah well..
do you see the hidden earrings? the dangly kind? yupp i bought those that day and my left ear piercing felt sore in the night and i took that earring off and blood came out yuck... i think it was too heavy, i admit , i was too ambitious , i tried dangly earrrings before studs i wish i could apologise to my ear piercing or smth. ive learnt my lesson.

thank God shujing drove us home that day if not i would have suffered in a bus or a train .. sheer embarrassment hahaha now i cant wear those pretty earrings until it heals ): its kinda raw now .. i noe , wrong choice of words but is there anything else to replace 'raw' if there is let me know hahah my vocab is kinda limited.

now i cant wear pretty earrings for star awards ):

i better stop here before i bore you with my boring thoughts haha! bye!

23 more days to 2009 :O

2008-12-08T09:50:00.002+08:00

this is crazy, all this while i've thought that 2009 was simply out of reach ,look where we are now, 23 days more ONLY

oh.. that means im left with 25 days to finish all my homework. haha thats considered okay actually, it couldve been worse

thank you God for the free time you have given to me :D it is much appreciated

ive been feeling tired everyday regardless of whether i sleep early or not. thats bad.

went bowling with my family and neighbour haha. havent had a family outing in ages.. we used to do that every sunday last time (: oh and i saw a pair of nike shoes that i really liked but then they didnt have my size ): so sadddddd..

got nothing much to say so i shall just leave you with that :D bye !

i dont want to grow up ):

2008-12-05T18:13:00.005+08:00

in case u havent realised , i am in a certain emotional state which involves thoughts of not wanting to grow up. people around me are telling me that they are so excited about next year but apparently im not. its not that i dont want to embark on new challenges , make new friends , get new textbooks, or even clear up my room for next year. I just feel that when people get older they have lesser time to play ): and i want to PLAYYYYYY!

honestly speaking this holiday has been a very busy one so far and i havent had much time spent with my sch friends or even my family for that matter . how time flies, im going to be sec 3 next year and i was just getting comfortable with being sec 2.

dont worry i'll get over it , i hope.

went home with my two legs covered in ant and mosquito bites and a slight case of rash due to grass. so long OBS :( i enjoyed my stay there

camp ended yesterday , i felt it was not bad. the services were AWESOME but i was hoping for more games tho (: my heart reali broke when i saw all the younger kids doing the 5 bx thing. when i got home my brother was complaining and all , i doubt he understands the underlying meaning of us doing all those things. he'll get it one day.

todays training was satisfying, i felt as if i knew what i was fighting for all over again . altho i didnt get into the main team (tentatively) but i still stand a chance and i have to fight if i want to get it. thank God for my coach , she reali inspires me tho sometimes i dont understand what she is talking about (she speaks chinese) but i can feel that she reali cares.

finally did snippets of homework *sheepish grin* i did 4 qns of math and skipped two cuz i duno how to do, read 20 pages of toto chan (chinese book) . the book has about 270 pages mind you.. i guess it helps to start small.

ive been so tired i could have slept anywhere i wanted. ive never been so tired in my whole entire life and the number of naps ive taken this whole year could possibly equal to the number of naps ive taken in my other 13 years of life. i have never been an afternoon nap person as a matter of fact , until this year.

im going to get a new phone soon ! as well as a new camera (i hope)

will blog soon : D

p.s: this entirely doesnt concer you but im putting it here cuz im utterly proud of myself!

plucked

out

earrings

accidentally

and

didn't

hurt

bye

time is flying and so is my nose

2008-11-27T10:22:00.003+08:00

yesterday i was so irritated with my nose (cuz it kept running)that i felt like uprooting it and throwing it away. of course i would have been nose-less if i did that which would be reali yucky,hence i decided to scrap that thought

it seemed like yesterday that i just posted when in fact i posted the day before yesterday. see im already getting confused about the time. this reali reminds me of the time before EOYs where i kept thinking monday was tuesday and tuesday was wednesday and wednesday was thursday and so on. as time passed it got worse. i thought monday was wednesday and tuesday was thursday blahblahblahblahblah.

hahah i bet ur getting frustrated with me.

i regret being such a goody-two-shoes and going for training yesterday .. now im sick .. i have a bad sore throat and i cant scream and laugh as i usualy do.
big fat BAH! to you
haha. i spent like half my sleep time blowing my nose sub-conciously. wonder how i did that . but nevertheless, i feel quite energetic after such a long sleep.

cant wait for infused!!!! AHHHHHH ! and im going to submit a dumb letter to my teacher telling her of how i cant wait to not see her face during the camp. joking..........

i guess i'll just have to give her like some parents letter of somthing.. i think she has like a dozen of letters belonging to me on her desk. hahah. and i think shes going to get one more cuz mymom doesnt approve of me going for training on friday. friday ? friday ?! FRIDAY ?! FRIDAY ?! FRIDAY ?!

wait.

if its friday then its ...
ONE DAY TO SATURDAY !!! WOOOOOOOOO!
MEAT MEAT MEAT MEAT!!! i suddenly have a strong craving for mutton :DD

its going to be a tough fight till the end, but i will persevere. I've come so far, giving up would be a waste of my past efforts.

my new name is 'NO'

2008-11-25T22:43:00.002+08:00

yupp today while i was helping my mom with the kids , some guy called owen asked me what my name was so i said avelene then he tried to prounouce it but said something else so i said ' no' and now he thinks my name is 'no' and no matter how hard i try to convice him he thinks my name is still 'no' how nice .. but he's super cute la!

jun han was as cute as usual

"jie jie.... can you help mee??"

*faints*

i could have fainted on the spot if i didnt hold back.

so sad.. today is the last day of the class ): i will miss them....

should have asked if jun han needed tuition arhhh ! i'll willingly give him tuition for free xDDD

went shopping with angeline and nelson. bought a shirt with angie hahah mine says:

im smiling that alone should scare you

hahha. i want to change my earrings soon !!!

shall go do other stuff xDD byeeeee

btw i edited a pic angie took

not bad right? i shall leave you with that .
byeeee ;D

kids say the cutest things dont they ?

2008-11-24T23:34:00.002+08:00

10 am plus, i was at the office chatting with angeline , deb and shaunster. suddenly a group of toddlers from emmanuel play group came up to us and one boy went up to shaunster and said very quietly (with guidance from a teacher)

teacher: "say kor kor shaun"
boy: " kor kor shaun "
teacher: "this is...."
boy: " this is for you" *hands over a painted card*

sooooooo uberuberuber cuteeeeee

thats y i love toddlers better than babies. they can talk and they say the cutest things on earth :DDD ahhhhh.... *looks into ceiling dreamily*

after attending proj d class i went home to eat dinner and then headed off to sengkang with my mom and my bro. i was supposed to help my mom with a group of kindergarten kids cuz she was conducting some holiday class thing. today there were only 3 kids and all were boys. two of them were brothers , siang hwa (i think he's the older one)and siang heng(and he should be the younger one xD). Oh my mom told me Siang heng is hyper active and indeed he is , he jumps around like nobody's business and he talks with much vigour hahah.

my favourite is the last boy , jun han he's soooooo cuteeeeee i think when he grow up he will be very handsome.

the dumb thing was that siang heng kept calling my fatty bom bom ..... HAHA i was like controllng my laughter inside and i just ignored him most of the time while my mom tried to tell him that it was rude to call others that. instead of being hurt and all , i just found it super funny hahahah i duno la. he was just looking up at me and mocking me when i could just grab him by the head with one hand and lift him up (dont worry im exaggerating) but i decided to stay calm cuz he wont find it funny anymore if i dont respond. after a while he begun to call me jiejie hahaha so much better (:

another dumb thing happened when i was helping him with his art and craft, he asked me a super random question : " jiejie, do you have a boyfriend?"

i was like "what the?!?!?!?!" inside my brain and i just ignored the question and asked him if he wanted more glue. hahah seriously i think i have no defences against kids when they ask innocent questions.

after art and craft they played dog and bone where they had to compete to get the toy bone. Poor jun han always kena bulliedby them hahah. During one of the rounds he knocked his head against a stack of chairs and begin crying...

AWHHHHH....

i was like on the verge of laughing like siao cuz i thought it was uber cute but i gathered what composture i had left and begun comforting him.. he stopped crying within a minute or so(thats fast).

My mom sat the kids down and asked them to copy some new words onto a blank sheet of paper. uber adorable jun han was like

" jie jie.. can you help me? i duno how to spell..."

AHHHHHHH! *faints*

yeah and so i did help him. quite cute. he kept mistaking 'm's for 'n's and vice versa.

thats all for today :D btw i'll be helping my mom out tmr as well (: hahahah

AHHHHHHH!

2008-11-23T20:42:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHH!

todays title is ahhhhhh for 3 reasons. two are good and one not so good
since everyone likes bad news before good news i shall tell you the not so good one first

reason 1: cuz im very busy and i have a lot of things on my mind

yeah ive been rather busy this holiday and often i've had to sacrifice much of my resting time to do church stuff so muchh so that i barely have any time to do my own school work .
go ahead. blame me for not managing my time properly but i've reali tried my best (: altho sometimes i do take the opportunities for granted (like using free time to sleep cuz im super tired)

reason 2: cuz im excited for INFUSED! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

i believe youth camp will be so amazing and i will be completely be blown away by it and all! so excited !!! oh yeah... i have to ask the church for some letter to show to my badminton teacher -in-charge or else she probably wont let me skip training... BAHHHH . she wants me to leave infused halfway to go for training :OOOOOO its like asking paris hilton to throw her beloved dog into the paper shredder !!!!!
i mean .. WHO WANTS TO LEAVE INFUSED HALFWAY AND GO FOR ANYTHING LIKE TRAINING?!

hahah okae moving on...

reason 3: im excited to go shopping with angeline on tuesday ! AHHHHHH ! i miss shopping..

why do the holidays have to be so packed... but spose its for a good cause (:

convo of the day :

at KFC after proj D and chair arranging

person 1: i think i have the construction worker look
person 2 and me *laughs*

later on..

person 1 to person 2 : i think you look like a shark
person 2: better than you construction worker sia. wait until i hire you then you know.

me: *laughs like siao*

cuz like person 2 sounded like he was going to threaten person 1 but instead he/she said " wait till i hire you then you know" which is sposedly a good thing for the construction worker

hahahah! i think it would be funnier if u knew who those ppl were but in order to protect their identities i shall not put their names unless they agree to let me do so

2nd convo of the day :

someone: eh what is ben choo's band called?
someone 1: hope for monday la
someone 2: i'll call my band pessimistic tuesday
person 2 : i'll call my band .... GOOD FRIDAY *says with a dumb accent*

me: *laughs for a long time*

hahahah i think i was laughing at the accent and not the name .. hahh seriously u have got to be there to find it funny... (actually i think i was the only one there (apart from serene) who thought the good friday thing was funny.. ahh well ..)

took a bus home with serene, angeline and ben a. we ate gummies . sadly i didnt get a sugar rush cuz i wanted to know what it felt like when i was aware of it....

i guess ther'll be many other opportunities for that (:

see you !

plusy plusy plusy PLUS!

2008-11-23T01:26:00.002+08:00

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
plusplusplusplusplusplusplusplusplus!

yuppp plus is for positive ! thats the inspiration of the season!
i have recently accepted a top secret mission shhhhh...
its called

project SOD

hahahtoo bad not telling u what it is but its gonna be reali cool!

im sorry, i had no idea about the truth.

Friday 21st November 2008
had training in the morning, i came at 8.20 , thinking that it was quite early when i was in fact 20 mins late. i had no idea training started at 8, i thought it was8.30..

went home to eat and bathe, went to church at 2 for meta comm meeting. did minutes.. now i noe how angeline feels. i found it quite hard to rephrase everyones comments but i caught the hang of it anyway.

went to expo for asia conference, kena-ed the overflow room but the atmosphere in it was still as amazing! , before it started,daniel let me hear a recording of my voice during music practice before i lead p & w for the first time. i thought it sounded quite nice tho , not being bhb or what. I think it sounded slightly better cuz i wasnt nervous during practice, hahah serene thinks alex and nat look very cute on stage cuz of their small build. sry random thought.

ben, serene and i sat outside burger king waiting for our parents to come pick us up ,talking about coke and how it actually tastes nicer when u pour it into the drink dispenser slowly and other stuff. i was muching on some toasted crispy bread thing i got from the vending machine , i have to admit it was quite nice tho.

reached home slacked and slept.

TODAY

woke up at 10am or so , used the com until around 2 where i ate lunch and headed for subway at singpost.
met angeline and serene, they are one bunch of funny people hahha (:talked and laughed all the way until macs where serene bought fries, me and angie were commenting onthe madagascar 2 figurines which came with the happy meals. she was laughing over one particular figurine : a hippo called moto moto

apparently she thinks the name moto moto is amusing , i dont blame her but i thought it was ridiculous too but i just acted cool HAHAHA! come on, a teen's gotta have her 'cool' moments too you noe?

took a bus to trinity @ paya lebar (whats with the @?), seriously fresh fire was good the worship team is apparently quite well known by everyone else but me ): and the bernard blessing guy was soooooooooooooo hilirious and i learnt a lot from him too (: i salvation counselled for the first time too , but all i was sposed to do was to take down the persons particulars and hand them a salvation pack but it was great to see souls being added / rededicated to the kingdom of God

took mrt with serene and alex hahah (alex's shirt was quite cool )

shall go off now im getting tired of typing byeee

2008-11-22T13:19:00.004+08:00

asia conference !

went to asia conference on thurs and fri

thursday, 20th November

10.30 am ; met detachment @ mc donalds to do presentation. Only two people including me turned up. had breakfast (hotcakes......i mean what else could i eat?) . Attempted to do powerpoint presentation but only came up with some very very basic ideas.

went back to church, played JA (jack something) with Millicent, Jeryl, Gaius, Nelson and Sean. it was quite funny haha. i was king for the first few rounds then i dropped to JA then the rest of my positions were very messy

if i could represent my game positions by a graph it would look like this:

lunched with millicent (my new jiejie! hahaha) they all but instead of eating lunch i went to macs with sean to eat ice cream. turns out that we do have a lot in common (:

i simply dont understand why you are so against me. just give me a break would you? its not like i exist to please you. If you really think that you cant stand my every move then just back off i dont need anyone giving me dirty looks whenever a make my own decisions

went to expo for asia conference, squeezed thru crowd with my detachment + nelson . i think im reali claustrophobic, i reali felt like puking in the midst of all the squeezing and the fact that i had no choice but to inhale strangers' smells all the way did not help one bit.

managed to get into main hall but i din reali feel the presence of God as strongly as i expected . probably cuz of my current state of mental/emotional unrest plus my stomach seemed to be rebelling against me.

Friday, 21st November 2008
shall talk about it in another post

randomly generated xD

2008-11-19T23:25:00.003+08:00

a randomly generated post

i like this picture but i dont like my eyebags

i learnt how to do this

cool right? hahahha not cool also must say cool

*awkward pause*

THATS RIGHT! hahah today was my first time leading worship it was a very very very good first time (for me la) cuz i could reali feel the presence of God so tangibly , thx to all those who have encouraged me im reali grateful to all your words of encouragement. i feel like ive grown water crystals in me HAHAHA! all thanks to the nice words.

i was super tired today . had to skip prayer cuz i would probably roll up in a corner somewhere in thanksgiving hall to nap whilst everyone was praying. so in a bid to escape the embarrassment i went home to nap and i had leg cramps halfway thru my nap. gahhh ! cuz i forgot to warm down after training ):

shall go sleep soon , got a long day ahead tmr!

post ascension post xD

2008-11-17T11:56:00.010+08:00

i S94*****F , Avelene Tan Li Xin has just
survived ASCENSION!

everyone say wow with me "WOW!". Actually..there is just one problem. i don't know if i spelt 'ascension' correctly cause' it looks kinda weird .
3 words to describe it.
it

was

tough

however it reali holds many 'teaching moments' for me. Through this camp i have learnt many valuable lessons and got to know everyone better. i think the part where we had to smear dark green paint all over our face (and i mean all over) and run all over east coast park in the wee hours of the morning was reali memorable. esp all the weird
stares we got from the people there.On another occasion a guy on skates who used his hand phone to take a video of us marching and singing in the park... so weird la..

and i love outdoor cooking hahaha, mess(or mass?) tin and all. i somehow am rather amused bythe use of solid fuel (: i kinda find it itvery iteresting. oh ya, we had to eat flattened bread (eww..) as well. you see, in order to save space we had to compress some items so that our bags would be able to contain it and the loaves of bread happen to be one of the items xD apart from the looks of it, it was quite nice i s'pose :D (or maybe i was just hungry ..)

ohohoh! and i liked the part where we put on the dark green paint all over our faces before we were blindfolded and handcuffed because after i looked at everyone when my blindfold was off, i was trying so hard to control my laughter cuz everyone looked super funny with the green paint all over their faces, somehow i felt that we looked like terrorists hahah real cool. i heard someonein the park exclaim " oh my what happened to their faces?! " hahah i was on the verge of laughing but i couldnt waste my energy on other unecessary activities but running

oh and i rmb the moment before the' jungle' walk , i had ants in my pants . DONT LAUGH! its not funny la!!!! you go
try la super irritating and slightly painful too. and when i waded into the sea i got bitten by some almost
transparent sea bug or whatever it is, i was so irritated by it that i flicked it onto the sand and faithe, being a
bug enthusiast used lizzie's spoon to scoop the horrid almost-transparent-annoying-little-demon-of-a-seabug poor
lizzie's spoon ): i reali feel for it haha. is it just me ? or do i attract little irritating bugs? when im on land
i get bitten by ants when im in the sea i get bitten by sea demons(that shall be the seabugs' new name). The worse
thing of all is that im the only one who gets bitten altho so many other ppl are standing around the same place.i
should form an anti-seademon/landdemon club or smth .

and i got slightly tanner hahaha! YAY !

ahhh anyways, im blogging on my laptop ! finally cuz .... my windows explorer can finally open blogger!!

im getting sleepyy.....shall take 123456778 winks and hopefully not sleep until past 11am tommorow. Good night! haaa

lala

i am in 3L

2008-11-11T10:25:00.003+08:00

yupp 3L is my class for next year (:/ ): <-- im having mixed feelings about it hence, (: smiley /slash ): frowny so whoever is in my class and sees this must tell me okae? hahah i want to noe hu else in my class. and i just cut my hair MUAHAHAHA! huihui also , we exchanged hairstyle YAY ! (as requested by huihui) before
avelene- bangs
huihui- side fringe (whatever its called you get the idea? (i hope))

after
avelene- side fringe(MUAHAHAHA!)
huihui: bangs (MUAHAHAHA!)

I FINISHED READING 10 BOOKS EVER SINCE THE END OF THE EXAMS UNTIL NOW.. and all were by meg cabot :O

im at huihui's house now, later we'll be going to class chalet together with vanessa haha.

TM-ed with huihui!

2008-10-30T22:12:00.002+08:00

TM-ed with my 'boyfriend'

haha stupid sry this is another of my publicity stunts my boyfriend refers to ong huihui hahah~!
and shes a girl mind you, yupp as the title suggests, i went to tampines mall with her to grab a sermon note book as my old one is space-less. but i ended up not getting one as i was so peeved that the prices of notebooks are so expensive these days.wait for great singapore sale la

after that i attempted to find the 5th book of the mediator by meg cabot at sans bookshop but i decided not to buy it as i am severely financially unstable..so i would have to resort to borrowing it from the library, cheapskate ? duh? but for a financially unstable teenager like me i duobt i have another option?

after that we headed to mc donalds for coke float haha.
u must be all like " HUH?! SINCE WHEN MCDONALDS GOT SELL COKE FLOAT ARH?!"
the answer to ur qns is:
we bought coke and vanilla ice cream and then stuffed the ice cream into the coke and mixed it. (all thanks to our junior , jesslyn)
but seriously its quite nice.
and huihui as usual, being anaeroxic (however you spell it)(exaggerating only huihui dont kill me) did not finish her coke and ended up having to dump it as i was apparently feeling rather bloated at the moment.

then we went window shopping and stuff. quite fun la. i realised shes the only person (apart from faithe) whom i can shop with like just the both of us. cuz we always have plenty to talk about and much to joke about so we never reali have 'silent moments' reali cool !

aiya with faithe , who can ever enjoy the sweet sound of silence (i hope she doesnt see this )

i think the whole theory about you writing something you dont want that particular person to see will be seen by the person .. somehow..

anyways i gtg, using the desktop and now my bro is chasing me off the comp so he can play maple

byeeeee

2008-10-29T11:08:00.002+08:00

hellohellohello ((((((:

im using my desktop to post btw. the sole reason for me being unable to post is due to the fact that my laptop seems to be against me blogging for some reason. haha. well anyways i still love the ol' desktop, my laptop is super bimbotic (as in a stupid )compared to it (now, dont go around saying how alike both laptop and owner are.) it never seems to have enough memory even tho i clear out unwanted files from time to time. argh.

enough about it.
anyways! ive been reading meg cabot books lately, currently finished princess diaries until book 9 (awaiting the arrival of 10 !! AHHHHHH cant wait) and these few days ive been reading the mediator as well , rather interesting, im halfway thru book 4.

anyone has book 5 stashed away in the book shelves? if yes please lend mee!!! pleaseeee..haha

i noe its kinda late for me to be reading such books but well i've stopped reading consistently since i left pri sch and my english grades have been dropping like mad. so ive decided to do something about it : DDD and this is it .

anyways the main reason which spurred me on to read excessively till i get cracked up during the hols was because
A CERTAIN TEACHER WHO MARKED MY COMPO DID NOT APPRECIATE THE STORY I WROTE ABOUT DIFFERENCES! rawr! IT WAS SO GOOD I TELL YOU ! AT LEAST I THOUGHT IT WAS ! so i am going to improve my standard of english and make a comeback and show that marker that i am not capable of accepting an 18/30 for compo . (thats the lowest i got in my whole secondary sch life! so much for moderation )

anwyays i got some unfinished business i gotta settle (like linking and blah.. and changing for training at 2 etcetc. ) gotta run ! see you

digging out the ol cupboard

2008-09-18T19:21:00.004+08:00

sepia.sepia.sepia

do you noe why today's title is sepia?

do you want to noe *you nod*

but i dont want to tell you so how?

*you beg furiously for me to tell you*

ohh.. alright...

you see, *puts on geeky glasses and imitates nerdy professor's accent*

sepia is a brown pigment obtained from the inklike secretion of various cuttlefish and used with brush or pen in drawing.

PAUSE!!!!

BTW I GOT THIS PART FROM A DICTIONARY ;D

when used in photo editing, a feeling of entering the past is established, and therefore, we can can that sepia can be used to describe things in the past.

THATS MY OWN CRAP HAHA

hahhas i got inspiration for this post whilst i was digging into my old pictures when i last had my darling n70 who is currently in a coma . Whilst reminiscing (however you spell that) i came across some pictures of me and serene when both us us still had long hair ):

SERENE! why did u cut ur hair?! whyyyyyyyyyyy

actually i should be asking myself that qns... heh heh... :X

anyways here they are.

credits to picnik and me xD. for the editing

i think im crushin' on a guy

2008-09-17T17:35:00.002+08:00

oh myyy.. i think im in love!

joking! hahaha! how fun ! you have officially been punk'd haha

nooooo dont go away ... i din mean it... serious.. i just wanted you to read my boring ol' posts.... please.. do stay alright?

YAY !!!!!!!!!!!! thank you!!!

btw the title was just for grabbing your attention. i mean like you guys wont read if its titled something like..

i went shopping today .

or

it was a fun day

or

i wet my pants altho im currently at the ripe old age of 14 which is considered ripe and old for a pants-wetter.

okae mayb that will attract attention ...

ah well .. ignoring that .

i wish i had enough money to go on a blog shop spree. i suddenly have a huge interest in taiwan imported clothes. haha. actually im sposed to be studying for a test but.. unfortunately. i dont feel like it.

and i was chided by mrs koh today .. about how thin my file was blahblahblah . and im a bimbo according to her. *sniggers* altho i think its funny now but i was so mad and super duper angry just now that tears suddenly came down . so embarrassing i tell you. i just couldnt stop the tears ... not that im brooding about it infact ive chucked the whole memory into the trash and im never EVER going to dig it up again after this post.

i just realised that when im happy , i laugh until i cry
when im mad i somehow the tears just automatically come altho im not feeling guilty or anything. (as proven by the example above)

aiya see la.. i think i need to try to control my emotions.. very paiseh leh . cry in front of her when it wasnt even a super bad scolding or what. mayb i need to think less cuz thinking about sad stuff makes me cry...

whatever. all that is history.

now back to the future.
we had to perform our groups jingle in front of music class. me and serene did an intro which was the britney spears and astronaut guy.

" Britney ,there's something i want you to have."
"Oh , its beautiful! but i thought the old lady dropped it into the ocean "
"well baby, i went down and got it for you ."

haha. and i was britney:DDDD right.........
but apparently i stoned when the music played and we had to do it a few times before we got it right haha,. which wasnt a very good performance tho. but its okae.

gotta go hahas. i promised myself that i would start studying at 6 but i havent even bathed yet and its 5.54 alright. see you !

studied math and science with mama lemon

2008-09-16T21:06:00.002+08:00

what time? STUDY TIME!

yupp thats what i did this afternoon - study! but it wasnt just any ordinary study session because i studied with mama lemon :D and it was super productive. i managed to study math and science for two hours straight.

*gasps*

yeah im shocked too. i reali cant stand my pictureless posts.. when i get into my blog, its all words and words and words and more words. all thanks to my lousy n70 handling skills which caused the tragic ending of my nokia n70.

currently, its in a coma because its screen just refuses to light up.. its been like that for the past X months (where X is an infinite figure due to serious memory loss of how many months i have livedwithout it.) its just sitting at home and staring blankly at me whilst i get on with my work.

who could blame me tho? it was seemingly too fat and all the fat probably clogged up its arteries hence triggering the brain damage when i accidentally dropped it on the floor. hence, the coma..

ah well ...

WHAT !? nine already !? gotta go do QT haha byeee!

mid-autumn festival

2008-09-12T22:22:00.003+08:00

hola! all you little dudes(inspired by vanessa) out there

today ahs had a lantern festival celebration xDDD me , crystal , serene and some others attemped to walk down the dnt area with only the light of a lantern

imagine this, no lights. only a tiny flame from the ignited candle in yourr lantern. you are slightly fearful. not of ghosts but of tripping on the stairs. you walk on following a lone lantern in front of you, your friend. suddenly, piercing screams echo through the staircase , causing shivers down your spine. you see a flash of light , and another. DANG WHY DID THEY HAVE TO TURN THE LIGHTS ON !!!!!!!!!!!

yeah that was exactly what happend .. so sao xing right? killjoy ):

our class played ice and water and whacko hahah quite fun . it wasnt reali much of the games but the people and the bonded-ness which made the day so fun. i guess when we all move on to sec 3 we'll miss each other much .. hope i have a enthu class next year : D

i love the enthu-ness.
i should be getting a new phone pretty soon xD

sep hols 08

2008-09-05T22:45:00.002+08:00

this is the first ever holiday where i did my homework NOT last minute :O

*gasps* :OOOOOOOOOOOOO
yeah im shocked too .. but the sad thing is.. my sunday is so wasted because i was thinking of going out with my family but then just nice.. home econs project had to be placed on that day .... the only last minute thing i will be doing. how saddening.. such a spoiler.. but we've got to finish it anyhow...

ARGHHH! still have to decorate science project. very lazy to do .. no inspiration so far..

somemore first week of sch have chinese test . of all subjects chinese.. just what i needed.. ahh well ...

good news!

my current handphone plan is about to end. or has ended i duno so im gonna ask my dad to check or smth HAHAH! means i can finally get a decent phone :DDDDD
yay yay yay ! so good bye to dumb-ole-laoya-piece-of trash-whose-reception-keeps-dying-on -me. but it has served me well by staying perfectly intact (save for some scratches here and there) after i have dropped it from crazy heights countless times.

for example.

i was running with my hp in my jacket pocket then all of a sudden i stopped violently causing my handphone to get flung in the air and land on a flight of about 6 to 7 steps rolling downwards until it came to a crude(i was expecting it to fall apart and shatter or something) stop on the bottomest level , unscathed . well, pretty much

but i promise i'll definitely take better care of the new phone which im expecting to get kinda soon , i hope. so long im gonna sleep . cant w8 for church tmr ;D

DEDICATION!

2008-08-18T21:21:00.005+08:00

i would like to dedicate this next bit of space to dearest mama lemon - huihui

hey darling! thx so much for being such a dear when im irritated or sad. you always seem to be there for me whenever i need you. just want to let you know that im reali grateful for being my friend hahaha , i understand its not easy putting up with my nonsensical sense of humour and embarrassing laughter and all but CONGRATS! you have somehow gone through it all. thx for sharing your feelings about * and * in the gym with me, this may be one of the very few times that you have been upset about something but let me tell you this , i'll be there for you whenever you feel sad and i completely empathize with you : D

i love you huihui

this is a super unglam shot but nvm we're unglam together eh?

THANK YOU GOD ! I LOVE YOU TOOO!!

2008-08-12T22:44:00.003+08:00

HEY YOU!

yes you !

THINK YOU NEED TUITION ?
THEN THIS IS THE RIGHT PLACE TO BE!

are you sick and tired of ur naggy old tutor? then take up this chance to be tutored by young tutors who are a level grads(waiting for admission to uni) from raffles jc ((:

fees are 25-30 bucks for sec sch students

and

30-40 bucks for jc students !

they do home tution at any location !!
i repeat

any location !

if ur interested please contact me, avelene (duh?)

at avetan94@hotmail.com {email or msn}
or u can tag my blog
or u can comment my friendster !
www.friendster.com/avelenetan
whichever way ur comfortable with !!!

thank you in advance !

2008-08-09T22:09:00.005+08:00

080808!

YUPPP! OVERNIGHT PRAYER!

and i just s happen to be experiencing the after-effects of staying up all night . BUT THATS OKAE! because it has reali improved my spiritual life. because my tongues are geting more and more complicated by the day HAHAHA! YAY!

and during overnight prayer , i prayed in front of everyone which was quite cool because i was kinda nervous at first , God reali helped me i must say !

i have to admit i was dozing off like quite a number of times but i kept awake some how. when i got home, i slept like 9 hours and when i woke up i thought it was still 9 am but it turned out to be 4pm =.= time flies when ur in such a deep slumber...

finally i realise how important sleep is.

the sweet victory ;D ily(iloatheyou haha jk)
my and my horriblefringe . our teeth looks so white !
nto saying that it wasnt white in the first place ..... the wonders of photo editing

2008-08-03T19:28:00.003+08:00

i LOVE flea markets!

haha i went to church after tuition and i began to snoop around the FLEA MARKET .. ok i lied, i din snoop, i went in with nothing to fear or hide ! anyways, i ate chicken rice for lunch and best of alll ...

I WENT ON A.......

SHOPPING SPREEEEE ;D

and everyone hu noes me noes i looooove shopping and guess how much i spent at e flea market today !

ONLY.. TEN DOLLARS and fifty cents xDDD!!!!

:O *gasps*

and i bought like quite a good number of stuff.

i spent 3.50 on lunch

4 dollars on 3 bracelets/bangles
[one was 2 dollars and was rather nice]
[the other two were like simliar just that one had shades of purple and the other was black and purple]

1 dollar on an angel hairband
[im serious, i thought my mom would like it but i got chided for wasting a hairbands worth of space in the house =( ]

2 dollars on two tops which were one for one dollar!
{this is like the best steal ever !}

[the first top was a white tee with a lot of words rambling about some old time collection of which was a old time televsion but it was rather fitting for me ]

[the second one was a sleeveless thingy which came from the pink panther brand from m industries (mickey mouse ind.) so i guessed that it costed around 20-30 dollars at least but lo and behold! i checked out the price tag and it was in fact 45 dollars!!! whats more its brand new :OOOOO] such a steal..

after that i came home a tired but happy avelene (tired, owing to the huge bag of longan-ish looking fruits i brought home for my parents.)

so long people! :D dont be jealous hahah jkjk

2008-07-22T21:42:00.002+08:00

HELLOS (:

i think the QT before homework reali works haha .
i reached home at around 5 pm from gym then i dillyed-dallyed until about 8 before i realised that i havent done QT or homework so between the two i chose to do QT first .

after QT i felt so energised which is like a miracle because i usually feel sleepy after QT and so i scouted for my worksheets (reali scouted because my bag is in a huge mess) and i began to work on it .

its like some worksheet where u need to go to youtube to search for the videos and write some stuff blahblahblah.but when i went to youtube to find the video apparently the video wasnt available altho i made sure i typed in the correct url and all . YAY so i in the end i din even nee to do anything but look throught science notes. (SPA tmr)

im starting to like lessons in the science lab esp this year. super fun , get to play with all the chemicals and blah. i exceptionally love lessons where we get to use the bunsen burner MUAHAH!
why ?
because i love lighting matches.
altho it mayb kinda outdated but its funner than pressing a dumb button so that the flame will come out. it needs pure skill of which i have mastered. *enormous grin*

haha just kidding. anyways.

I LOST ALL MY CLEAN COLOUR MARKERS :O

i had five at te beginning.

blue, pink , orange, lilac and barney purple (sry i duno how else to describe)

then i lost lilac which made me very very sad..... cuz i love my stuff...
and recently i lost THE REST ! and i recall last using it during last saturdays sermon. and on sunday during service while i was about to take notes, it was all gone. just like that ..

so huever noes where it is or might have taken it . i beseech you to tell me where it is or return it back to me ASAP thank you !

i think im going crazy

2008-07-15T17:31:00.002+08:00

i think im going crazy.

somehow i think im on the verge of a mental breakdown or smth

today chen shu took my water bottle then she came and asked me if i could let her drink some water. then i realised that m bottle was missing then i panicked like siao cuz i loved my water bottle a lot. then chen shu started laughing because she took my water bottle and all then i shouted at her and kicked her real hard in the shin .

seriously i havent kicked her this hard before. and then i was so angry for some reason tears began to well in my eyes. darn that was so embarrassing.

i think i cried like 5 + times today . once i thought of my losing my water bottle i began to cry .
then i told faithe about what happened then i started crying again . then i thought about other sad stuff and began to cry again .

the worse thing of all was that i din mean to do that to her or what. it just came involuntarily.

i hate this.

i duno whats wrong with me. it just seems like problems are just never ending and mayb i have kept my emotions so long in my heart that i just had to let them out today.

my apologies to chen shu. if u ever read this. i reali din mean it.

2008-07-09T22:32:00.003+08:00

i tried to sleep but i just couldnt ):

todays events just keep resurfacing inside my mind again and again and again no matter how much i try to keep those thoughts away . i hate it.

i just cant believe it.
him & her ?WHAT?! and she and he ARGH.

i hate it when this kind of thing happens especially when it happens to my bestest best friend. i just cannot help but feel so sad yet angry for her.

its just so .. ugh i duno how to say ....

its so DIRTY.
yeah dirt is what it is.
load of trash and rubbish and whatever. its plain selfish.
i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

it already happened once in my life and now its happening again . always me.. the spectator. it hurts to see it happening to someone you love so dearly.

once again i am disappointed with those particular group of ppl . it just stinks when u think theyre nicer than they actually are. i just added two ppl to this group.

it just makes me so sad to see their true colours. crudely written but true. i reali thank God for giving me a group of BEST friends who are completely transparent before me and are always there to share fun, laughter and even the sad-ness and confusing moments with me. i love them so much. i think i will treasure them so after this horribly confusing experience.

im sry , i just needed to let things out.

im just so confused. i reali didnt think that that person would do that to her. its just ... impossible.. and plain dirty. ARGH! i reali cannot stand it anymore. i dont think i'll be able to survive without spilling it. i really cant keep it inside me anymore. seriously. but if i do . im afraid i'll make thingsworse than they already are. darn her!

i hatehatehatehatehate it!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I JUST NEED TO SCREAM AND CRY I FEEL SO HORRIBLE !!!!!!!!!!!!

youth day

2008-07-08T20:45:00.003+08:00

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE, LOVE LOVE MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND! *sings it in a powerpuff girl voice*

yeah i have been reassured the true meaning of LOVE!
not BGR love but LOVE LOVE!

lols i noe i dont make sense to u but as long as i make sense to myself im glad enough xDHAHAHAS joking.

actually its seriously too difficult to describe and too hard to phrase it so i cant pen it down here hahahs (:

but anyways! i went to ehub/whitesands yesterday (youth day)

neoprints!!!!!

haha we attempted to do the process of the thumbs-up-smiling-with-mouth-open thing but apparently we failed (: poor serene.... my heart goes out to her LOLS JK!

love the head thingys

im so extra .... )))))))))))))))): <-- big mouth small eyes. ring a bell ?HAHAHHA

this picture is one of my personal favourites .

1. i decorated the bottom (cutie animals)

2. everyone looks nice

3. the background is black HAHA! and my outfit(in the picture) matches it

dang i hate this photo.. my eyes look like theyre about to pop out. UGH... vanessa says she likes this pic ahhahas yeah she does look nice (:

if u are observant enough , the biggest fattest egg happens to be chen shu ! hahahahah! she goes around censoring her face. LOLS. she's so hilarious.

2008-07-06T21:47:00.003+08:00

hellos (:

I HAVE OFFICIALLY CUT MY HAIR!

(i have been wanting a new hairstyle so badly and finally! its done! )

I LOVE MY HAIRSTYLE LIKE TOOOOOOOOT!!!!!!!!!

ahhhahhhahhh no matter what others think of it i still love it to bits.

hahah severe eye bags

freed of stress!

2008-07-05T10:45:00.002+08:00

ever since the chinese book test was over i have never felt so carefree in my whole life EVER!

hahaha and when im carefree. i'll slip into hytericalism (nonsense word ) more easily HAHAH!
yay ! sometimes i love being hysterical. it just throws my worries at the back of my brain. MUAHAHA!

"She took herself down the twenty-six ' alphabet' steps to where the old stone lion had lived, before he was vandalized and replaced for the last time. "

HAHAHS that was one of my favourite quotes from The Yorkshire Pudding club, i duno why particularly this quote but i just like the alphabetical steps idea haha!

mayb i walk down 365 steps i could call them 'year' steps~

HAHAH sry being lame.

anyways i shall now elaborate on why i have started reading again and why this book .

well .. i havent read a single english book (other than text books blahblahblah) in like a billion years and my standard of english seemed to dropping like never before
then i asked myself why and i came to a conclusion that i havent been reading in ages. so here i am reading some book about 3 women getting pregnant and in the process improving my standard of english xDDD

i aim to get A1 next exam (my previous result was a B3 which im am totally not satisfied)

**********************************************************************************

i've been totally irritated with the attitudes of CERTAIN people during the week . note: i din say irritated with certain people i said ATTITUDES of certain ppl. altho i dont like that person's attitude i still love those ppl as friends all the same.

they just seem to strike me as hypocrites and flirts and all. the worse thing of all was that they seemed perfectly okae to me until i saw thru that facade.

argh anyways i gtg byee

sacrificed my play time for HOMEWORK :O

2008-06-27T23:40:00.002+08:00

lalalala! i am so gonna play tmr. i sacrificed my play time to do homework today *gasps*

this is like one of the very few times where i actually put homework before play :O
i am so uber proud of myself and i would like to thank tom yam cup noodles aka faithe poh for entertaining me and ridding me of the boredom from doing homework (curve graphs ugh...)

ave: good news!
ave: what la? faster say la i want to sleep already
ave: i mastered the art of curve graph drawing
ave: cheh.. thought what big thing. SLEEP TIME!
ave: WAIT!!
ave: simi ?
ave: i just wanted to say .....
ave: what!?!?!?!? it better be important
ave: my angel rox
ave: what the ?! thats all im so gonna kick you
*kicks* CRASH!
ave: but i just wanted to ..
*kick*
ave: owch! i was just going to ..
BANG!BOOM!CRASH!BIFF!BONK! OW!
ave: thanks ah!
ave: no problem!
ave: darn you
ave: why thank you ! same to you
ave: what the?!?!
ave: my courtesy never fails to astound the crowd (:

moral of the story: my angel rocks!

thanks mel G!
YOU'RE THE BEST ANGEL I'VE EVER HAD! (and the only proper one ive ever had xDD)

and i cant wait for service tmr!

byeee

2008-06-22T02:09:00.003+08:00

haha! you might be wondering what in the world would i be doing at this time of the day/night.

well i shall tell you

i tried to sleep ..

but!

i tossed and i turned
and tossed and turned
and tossed and turned
and tossed and turned
and tossed and turned
and tossed and turned
and tossed and turned
and tossed and turned

but to no avail so here i am in the middle of the night blogging. pity schs gonna start in around.
30 hrs time... ))))):

i wish the hols would last longer. but well as i said.

every extra moment spent in sch would give me more time to save souls. hopefully.

speaking of saving souls.
i think chen shus salvation was super cool. hahahas pardon me for saying this but at first i thought that she was the most impossible salvation ever but

PRAISE GOD!

she was the second to be saved!

a recent conversation on msn with ben made me look back on my past and it made me realise how much i have changed from last time. (the change is of course positive)

its reali a miracle.
i mean ive been asking God for miracles to happen but ive never reali realised that these miracles were actually happening to me already .

ironic. but ah well ... thats how life is.

wahhh i suddenly feel tired. must be all the thinking hahaha
good night!
byeeeeee!

i am easily affected by what others say

2008-06-21T00:08:00.003+08:00

it has been proven that i am easily affected by what others say about me ):

rawr i shant elaborate cuz its kinda sensitive.

today was brainiest youth and superstar. i personally liked brainiest youth cuz like the atmosphere was like so tense and all but its tense in a good way i spose. and as most of you know i love excitement and suspense and blah~

hahas anyways i am so longing for a camera xDDDD mayb everyone could like contribute a little and buy me like some cybershot cam or smth hahaha!

joking...

i gtg super tired already byeeeeeee!~

the night of werwolves

2008-06-19T23:51:00.006+08:00

greetings!

tonight is a full moon night.
and you know what that means?
the werewolves will be frolicking the lonely streets and allys tonight

*GASPS*

hahas just kidding.

they dont even exist!
well i wish nice stuff like huggable squirrels with huge, sparkling eyes and big fluffy tails would roam the streets , waiting for me to come and give them a hug :D

i would love them to bits im serious.

speaking about huggable stuff, i used to long for a puppy in pri sch .
well. i dont mind getting one but if i were to get any , i'd adopt one. cuz like there are so many homeless puppys in SPCA longing for love and care. the thought makes me so sad.

well i would like to encourage anyone who is considering getting a puppy to adopt one !

firstly , its cheaper.

secondly, if u dont, those poor little things would have to be put to sleep FOREVER!

its a good as death. how sad.

haha anyways,
i was S.O.A.P ing and listening to the song healer by planetshakers then i came across a word in psalms 70 smth that said portion then the weird thing was that i heard the word portion from 'healer' at exactly the same time i read it. so i was like WOW! i reali gotta soap this verse. cuz mayb God wants me to. i mean just think, its seriously too much of a coincidence.

but the thing is , i tried meditating on the word but nothing came out of it. so mayb i'll put it off for a while until the time is right.

alright ! i shall trot off now !

TOODLES! xDDD

x-emo

2008-06-17T00:34:00.003+08:00

hellos (: i am h-a-p-p-y whats that spell ? happy!

i am so excited cuz i suddenly remembered that school contains unsaved souls and i needed to be a good testimony (by doing hw on time) and blah . so now im not stressed about homework cuz stressin is not worth my time and my energy !
YAY!

special thx to all you ppl out there who have cheered me up in some way or another without you i wouldnt have realised how silly i have been to get all stressed about school .

and.. plus . mayb the one week of sch aint so bad at all ! one week extra of sch = one week more with my classmates = one week more to attempt to get them saved! WOOOOO!

i just rushed out an essay about how life was great and blah . then i din noe how to write it at first cuz i was super angry about sch and all and i failed to see the bright side of it all . but oh well . i written it anyway. altho its like slightly incomplete. i shall hope that i would have inspiration tmr to complete it.

God is great.
AMEN?

i just realised that today was super rushed. me and faithe rushed out e comic strip and i guess its more or less finished. then when i got home had to rush out my homework . but i did my essay now im VERY tired so i shall slack for a while (and wait for my hair to dry after my bath)

now for some bad news.

i have dark eye rings!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my mom told me to use some cream but aiya lazy to put la.
i cant wait for friday ! dance floor woots! we will have loads of fun regardless of whether we win or not (:

ahhhhh good nite. im super tired.

2008-06-06T20:40:00.002+08:00

i just need to get away .

i think im either becoming

number one:
crazy

or

number two:
depressed

i certainly hope its number one because i wouldnt want to get depressed or even worse. EMO. so horrible sia. i guess most the ppl reading this have never seen me be emo before but facts are facts.
i have been emo before and after that month i vowed never to do that ever again ..

but of course la. my emo-ness isnt those very very severe kind. eg. cutting wrist blahblah
so relax. i was just like lost in my own world and very cold to even my bestest frens thats all .

i duno la. these few days i havent been able to reali laugh like i used to . and im always like very quiet most of the time. and im experiencing severe loss of appetite. i survived two days on two bars of chocolate.

:O

aiya. what i need is to just get away from singapore and enjoy a few days without the huslte and bustle of the city. and homework . and trainings (altho i do enjoy certain sessions but no matter what trainings are tiring). and most of all

school

BIGFATUGYIDIOTICSTINKISHBLOBOFPOOP.

dang. i wonder how ppl actually enjoy education . well of course.. it would be possible for ppl to enjoy education if sch wasnt so stressful. i noe its like insensitive of me to be complaining about me getting too much education because some kids in the world dont even have a chance at it but i wouldnt mind sharing some with them HAHA . but that'll never happen. i duno la. whenever i think of sch i will feel like crying leh . is that serious? i duno .

my mom said that i was an easily satisfied person . is that so ?
i beg to differ.
okae mayb to some extent i do get easily satisfied.
sleeping in makes me happy hahah. i havent done that in a long time. i just took a nap just now . amazing. cuz i have neverbeen able to fall asleep on my previous attempts. yepp because of that i am satisfied.

i just want a holiday without school thats all . some homework will do but not too much. i will get over-stressed. and most of all i want sleep-in holidays not holidays where i have to wake up early almost everyday and go for training. early in the morning. zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

actually up till now i havent actually enjoyed myself during the hols. that sucks.

all thanks to sch la. i duno y altho its like in the fourth week i keep thinking its tmr and whenever i think of it i will feel like crying.

aiya.

i think im too uptight.

i shall drown my uptight-ness in audition . so long.

workshop day!

2008-06-04T08:01:00.002+08:00

hahas yesterday was official workshop day !

why? because yours truly has officially attended two workshops

1. on photography
2. on making films

and yours truly is proud to announce that she is officially pleased and has set her royal eyes upon these skills and is interested to take up these skills into her royal collection.

LOLS!

okae. enough of the royalty.

hi im avelene tan li xin (hint hint to the person who keeps calling me xiaoxin . YOU WATCH OUT lol jkjk)

and i just attended two workshops in which i have grown interest in.

one is on photography and the other is on film making.
and i am currently pestering my mom to buy me a camera, HAHAHA!
which unfortunately she denies having money to pay for it.

SHE DENIED MY REQUEST!?

i shall weep and cry (thx to shujing) my eyes out until she buys it

or

i could score well for EOYs and ta-da ! i would convenienly obtain a camera

if given a choice (duh? of course i give myself a choice) i would choose the latter YAY ! so there. another long term goal which will motivate me to do well in the exams.

i just realised that when i post i am actually talking to myself or rather i am writing what i am 'thinking aloud'

incase you all duno i 'think aloud' sometimes.

meaning i say out all my thoughts in speech. like for eg.

"hmm.. should i get the green one or the blue one? or maybe the red one. NAH then red one's too bright.. OH cool ! theres orange! I WANT! "

and the best part of all is that im talking to myself.

see now u have a clearer idea about thinking aloud good! cuz when im thinking aloud prefer not to be disturbed

THANKYOUFORREADINGTHISSUPERLAME/BORING/IDIOTICPOST.
BYEEEE

2008-06-01T18:13:00.004+08:00

math test ? check

2 hrs of HCL tuition ? check

slacking time? NOT CHECK

rawr.. i noe i have been rattling on and on about holidays not being holidays and i would like to reinforce this point again.

however i am still going to be thankful to God for all the mornings in which i slept in hahah xDD

sleeping in is a beautiful thing isnt it?
its like u feel so peaceful with absolutely nothing to disturb ur sleep namely , your alarm clock , your nagging parents or grandparents or maid whatsoever.
BUT ANWAYS!

the time from 4am to 8am is always the nicest time to be caught in slumber. why ? because the breeze is just right and then ur bed and pillow will feel so cooling and you unintentionally fall asleep due to the absolute comfort your bed offers you.

speaking of bed. i think im growing out of my bed already ... :X
not because im growing FAAAAAAAAAAAAAT

but because im growing taller

yay (:

also because of my weird sleeping position:
i sleep with my arms and legs spread out to the fullest unless im feeling reali cold or unwell or im in an unfamiliar place without the usual comfort of my own bed.

on the issue of height , i feel that height DOES NOT MATTER AT ALL
(im just saying that because i know that i wont be very tall next time so im easing my misfortune xDDD )

but on the other hand, it matters when facts state that

TALLER PEOPLE HAVE A GREATER CHANCE TO GET STRUCK BY LIGHTNING .

hah!

in ur face all you tall ppl out there! LOLS IM SRY
(by saying that i think im like offending most of the population because i am probably shorter than most of the population ... *sighs*)
SO I SINCERELY APOLOGISE !

hahaha.
i seriously do not want to go to sch during the fourth week of the hols. so sao xing (spoil the fun)
rawr... sumore it clashes with

engage !

:O

*screams ohhhhmyyyy *

i dont mind missin anything BUT ENGAGE ,
seriously i hate missin all the fun so i am going to find a way to get there somehow. even if its just one day but its enough.

boy am i angry with my sch .

hahahas i shall stop railing about how my holidays arent the best. anyways to all you ppl out there who have the abundance of IQ to read my blog (only smart ppl read my blog HAWHAW. cuz the blogger aka. me is of high IQ hence she transfers her high IQ to her readers through her posts
HAHHAHA KIDDING)

HAPPY HOLIDAYS AND I SINCERELY HOPE THAT YOU DO NOT! and WILL NOT! encounter anything to spoil your well-deserved holiday

byeeeee!

awesome p&w - cuz i was singing JK

2008-05-31T23:26:00.003+08:00

hahas i sang today

since it was my second time already , i wasnt as nervous as my first time hahaha (duh?)
but then like God was reali so so so good and awesome la.
cuz like music prac in the morning was kinda screwed cuz like everyone was just like doing their own thing but well , we managed to get through praise and worship and even did it relatively well by the grace of God !!!!!
hahaha

God has reali been telling me stuff and working many many miracles this week of which i shall name some that i have recognised and rmbered. (God's miracles are like too many to name so i shall just name the more distinct ones)

recently:
thursday - mini service

i was getting all worked up and angry (but hungry and desperate all the same) when i was asking God for a vision . then like God just told me that i needed to tone down and always rmb that He will give me a vision in His time and i should just focus on relaxing my mind and soul and just receive.

cool or what ?

friday -music prac

super impactful , we sorta had a mini debate about hunger and desperation and i suddenly felt like sharing my experience on thurs. so i did. then like i understood many many things about hunger and desperation which i never ever understood.
aiken shared that he never knew what hunger was and i suddenly reflected upon myself because i myself knew nuts about what it was like to be hungry and desperate for God then i was like " God please show me what hunger is."

saturday- at the bus stop waiting for the bus

before music prac todae. i was at the bus stop waiting for bus 12. i was like telling God stuff about the hunger and desperation thing and suddenly i felt very unwell (i always feel unwell when the presence of God is present weird huh?) and then i felt like barfing and all then i was like sorta ' craving' for the nice comfy bus 12 which had air con and clean seats and blah then i started complainiing (in my head) about the busstop which was hot and stuff and smelt like people (the stinky people smell when too many stinky ppl come together) it was reali then where i was desperate for the bus to come then i was all : God please please please let the bus come NOW cuz i cannot stand it .

altho it was weird la. like who gets all desperate for a bus to come and blah but i reali feel that God was letting me feel the hunger and like i said "craving"

oh er. in conclusion . when i finalised (means finally realised for short hahahas! that was a word i created sub-conciously) that it was probably a revelation from God , the bus suddenly came. it was super accurate la.

like ooooo!!!! i GOT IT I GOT IT! *bus comes*

I MEAN LIKE WOW?!!??! what are the chances?

proves that God is reali there and he is watching over me like always.

ubersuperdupermegaawesomely COOL LA!
anways i gtg ! nites!

mini service ROCKED! ; online shopping ROCKS!

2008-05-29T21:39:00.004+08:00

today's mini service was reali cool

shaunster's sermon was reali like
.. WOW
he preached stuff like the names of God eg. el shaddai ,adonai etc. & the significance of the tabernacle and i learnt a lot
( when i say a lot i mean a lot)
of reali cool stuff !

during altar call i was like getting kinda worked up while asking God for visions and stuffs, then God told me that i should just be more relaxed and receive .

i was like WAH ! SERIOUS?!

hahas but anyways i will definitely do that next time. ((:

love God so much xDD

OHOHOH!

me serene and her sister just tried ordering little miss tees froman online shop which i intro-ed to them
hahahas.
but seriously the price is reali jaw-dropping. its like. OHMYYYYY!
i duno how to say la
if this works out i am reali gonna turn to blog shops for shopping!
imagine...

shoping at the comfort of ur own home.... xDDDD

ahahhas.
im still hoping that i may , by chance get a cyber shot camera!

oh yes!
i din noe my proposal on education- of- the -harmful- effects -of- green tea could be so impactful hahahs

whenever i go out with frens and we see some guy drinking green tea they'll start telling me about my green tea proposal and blah and jokingly ask me to "educate" the poor person HAHAHAHAH
see la. all thanks to my charisma and impactful-ness

HAWHAWHAWHAWHAW

i shall be the female hitler of the new age! (but of course im gonna be a useful leader not a massecre-ist or whatever u call em.)

LOLS for those hu are about to hurl . please. dont. because i was kidding

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
okae im high now
hahahahahhah
i shall go pass some of my high-ness to my bro now.

SO LONG!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

darn i just feel like saying ****

2008-05-27T23:30:00.002+08:00

these few days have been happy days xcept for todae

actually, today was a partially happy day .
i was having loads of fun until .
GAH dunwan to talk bout it .
spoil my mood.

i wish i could just laugh it over and forget about it .
cuz i hate hate hate to spoil my own mood by thinking of it.
hope by tmr it'll be gone.
God will just brainwash me of that incident and i'll rmb nothing of it. NOT A SINGLE BIT.

i dontwant to go training tmr.
very tiring. sumore got gym before. sian.

rawr, to think that i was taken in .
darn i feel horrible now.

just thinking of it and how training's gonna be super tiring as usual.

i mean like cmon. its the hols? anyone rmbers? break time, sleeping in , partying the night away , having fun like nobody's business. thats what holidays are for ! but now. look what they have done to my well-deserved rest . they took it and stuffed it full with work work work and more work .
andtats what i hate about hols.

work.

o lvls finish soon i beg u ...
i need a very very long holiday .
im getting serious eyebags/dark eye rings.
badddd....

oh i havent eaten since 1 until now.
and i just heard my stomach ask me for food but i dont seem to feel hungry.

okae. yeah yeah im lame.
good bye.
back off if you dont appreciate it.

good bye and good riddance

2008-05-26T18:06:00.003+08:00

you guys make training so fun~

hahas special thx to vanessa,xq,shayln,amanda & jesslyn for making me laugh like siao during training altho it was tough but we managed to get through it together and that's what makes trainings rock !

and of course for those whose names i have not mentioned but feel that u have contributed in making me laugh , please feel free to tag and express your desire in seeing your big name on my posts.

AHHAHAHAAA JOKING,
well if ur thick-skinned enough i spose you could

sry for the picture-less posts recently, its just that my hp spoiled and i have to use a lau kui one which doesnt even have a LCD screen or a camera.....

but the good thing is that it is so user friendly and durable

aiya. i got so many things i want to show u guys but i cnt because as you guys should noe, my hp is gone... for good.... (unless i repair e LCD screen which costs about 100 plus bucks? totally not worth it..) so im sry . for the time being my posts will have to be pictureless unless my dad gets into an exceptionally good mood and decides to reward my efforts (during MYEs) with a be-autiful cyber shot camera (:

chances for this to happen?
0.00000000000000000001%

sad huh...
i LOVE CAMERAS!

and i love cam-whore-ing
i just love making stupid faces at the camera HAHHAS and just getting all goofy and stuff.
the funnest part is the viewing of the retarded pictures hahahas you can hear me laughing my head off.

that is what i call the art of self entertainment

i dont wanna do homework. very ughhhhhhhh...
so much la. and sumore all in chinese ...bahh..

i go attempt to do some math test thing online.
cya

gurmit singh's testimony!

2008-05-25T23:28:00.003+08:00

caught in the mercy fallout, found hope , found life , found all i need...

ahhh the tune is ringing in my head..
ok nvm
anyways service today was awesome!
gurmit singh came to give us some tips about public speaking and also shared about his testimony
SUPER COOL LA.
im serious. it was very very unbelieveable but its true:
his mom got terminal cancer and she was completely healed when she and gurmit accepted Christ.
as u guys should noe, terminal cancer is supposedly impossible to cure according to medical terms.

God is reali awesome and he's like working such cool miracles in the lives of his people.

i was ushering todae and it was so stressful!
i told that to serene and she was all :
where got la! ushering not stressful lor! (cant rmb the actual words)

cuz i had a severe headache then still have to smile and shake hands etc. and then while giving out the welcome packs , i accidentally tripped on someone's bag, so paiseh.....

good thing i din join permanently, im just a sub HAHAHA

thank God.

oh and i din noe he could sing HAHAHAS he sang two songs for us today.
very nice.

the post-party was not bad.
the food was niceee xDD
we played tug-o-war!!!
and i got rope marks on my arms and they look as if i've been abused by my parents (eg. caning )
but its not that painful actually.

im getting priss-ier by the day :x

2008-05-21T21:49:00.002+08:00

red sorghum

chim right?my eng teacher recommended this book by some person called Mo Yan

(no offence but it sounds like some brand of itch relief cream or smth)

sorghum , according to Vanessa is some green grain . and the title is probably called red sorghum because there was a war in the sorghum fields and blood shed was abundant?

lols my guess la (after reading the first 16 pages)

oh myy its only the 16th page and there were quite a few parts which were super crude la! and i spotted one f word hawhaw.

there was one part which described how some sherpard boy was pissing furiously . walao eh. i was like shocked to see such crudeness in a supposedly glamourous looking book.

ohohoh still got one part about some bare-assed boy or smth (yeah im serious, that word was inside) and sumore the cover page say what :

" Mo Yan deserves a place in world literature. His voice will find its way into the heart of the reader, just as Kundera and Garcia Marquez have"

does describing crude stuff get u a place in world literature ? COOL i should write that kinda stuff in my essays and one day i will become FAMOUS!!!!

and i will finally achieve my very far fetched goal of achieving complete glam-osity

never ever judge a book by its cover. seriously.

todae i had a severe, severe stomach ache.. pain like what la.

i took some personality test and it said that i was a popular sanguine

whatever that means.
im sposed to have/be:
an appealing personality
talkative
a storyteller
the life of a party
a good sense of humour
enthusiastic and expressive
cheerful and bubbly
able to make frens easily
envied by others
a people -lover
exciting
one who thrives on compliments
creative and colourful

thats all for the strengths of being a popular sanguine
but my stomach is killing me so much that i will have to stop here and take a rest.
byeeee

finally changed my once-lovely-now-fugly blogskin to this gay but nice one

2008-05-20T21:53:00.002+08:00

yeah as you can see i have officially changed my huggable-monstrasity of a blogskin.

hahas incase u dunno what huggable monstrasity was refering to . it refers to my ex-blogskins in which the theme was cutieeee soft toy "monsters"

played bball todae.
and i suck
HAHAHAHAHA
but its veryveryvery fun and entertaining

it contains more KICK than ben and jerry's ice cream
and you guys do noe how lovely ben and jerry's ice cream tastes like?

ohohoh ! i saw some old guy drinking green tea at some random place a few days ago .
hahaha i certainly had a good laugh over it.

had gym todae and my muscles are hibernating...
shhhhh they're sleeping.. aren't they sweeeeet ?

okae shuddup avelene.

okae! hi ! you did not see anything.....
or did you?!??!?!
nah U DID NOT RIGHT?!?!?!?!?!

hahas anyways i gtg do QT byeeee

2008-05-06T21:10:00.002+08:00

my silence does not mean defeat ; i hold back so that i wont hurt anyone but you had to go on and on until i felt like giving you a piece of my mind. but i didn't

leave me with all the hurt huh?

God, help me to control my anger and help me to not bottle things up because i dont want to bottle up all the s*** that * said.
in Jesus' name Amen.

today was a relatively normal day until two people in my life came up to me and spoiled it
thanks ah.

i now reside in my rubiks cube to relieve my anger and distress.

as if im not stressed enough by the midyear exams.. rawr.

i have absolutely no faith in a lot of subjects. eg.
math,chinese,history and science.
oh my. i realised thats like 4/5 subs that i have no confidence in *gasps* this is so horrible.

i think i need to improve my math la i always get last in class.

thank God my psycological state of mind can take this mental torture. or else i would be breakingdown and crying my eyes out every other day .

but i cried today . after THAT incident
duno y i just felt so .. so.. guilty yet i know that it isnt exactly my fault for choosing that . i just felt so blamed and i felt that they hate me for spoiling their holiday ..
i duno

i dont want it to affect me so much cuz i got so much more important things to care about but well .. i would have to face it sooner or later.

thanks faithe and serene for lending me a listening ear, i appreciate it a lot
love you both!

2008-05-04T18:33:00.004+08:00

once upon a time... in a bus far,far away..

a boy* was feeling very very bored
(*the main character of this real life anecdote only wanted to be known as a boy)

he noticed that used bustickets could stick to the generator and so ..

he decided to try it ..

once he made this spectacular discovery he decided to do that everytime he was on the bus.

i dont need you telling me what i did because i know myself better than you do ...

i wish i could just tell you that in the face

but i dont want history to repeat itself so i let it go .

rawr my hp

spoil todae .. how unfortunate..

2008-04-25T22:33:00.003+08:00

basketball is like so fun la..

i never knew it was until like a few mths ago . but the bad thing is , i suck at it. :D
haha sry la, i know got a lot of pro people hu feel like telling me how bad i am at it but i dont care because i play just for the fun of it.

do you know how horrible the feeling is? i doubt so . get a life and stop annoying ppl. it spoils the whole day

played basketball with gilda.tanying an edrea at tanyings hse downstairs. theodore is SUPERRR CUTE!!! cannot stand it anymore, i feel bad for constantly rejecting his suggestions to play blind mice but seriously i dont find it much fun anymore. and he's quite good at bball . hahas better than me by a long shot.

finally bought correction tape, my sincere apologies to those whom i have always borrowed it from . and once again thank you for ur kindness in sharing ur correction tape with meHAWHAW.
eg. serene & huihui LOVE YOU

i love my science tuition teacher la. she's 24 but she looks like 18 and she's some dragon boat person hu is in the singapore national team so cool rite? and she teaches quite okae and her teaching method is quite helpful (to me) i realised that having tution with a fren is muchmuchmuch better than having it alone. more entertaining and the atmosphere is more lively cuz me and vanessa crack the lamest yet most hilarious( to us )jokes and we end up laughing like siao in the end. then we keep complaining to her about ms kor and blah. and her 'wonderful' way of answering our queries and doubts.

wonderful simply marvellous.

marvllous until we get a whole story on the whole chapter that our qns came from.

its like "ms kor?how come in osmosis the water only moves one direction and doesnt flow back ?"

ms kor:" oh osmosis is a process \whereby substances move from the regon of high water concentration to the regionof low water concentration through a partially permeable membrane and thus the water moves from high water potential to low water potential and blahblahbalbhalbhalbhalbhalha.. "
and then she goesn outta point and ends up talking about the whole chapter.

ate ice cream at hagen daz with van and crystal . i never knew crystal was such a fan of chocolate.

u noe what ? the post about crystal squishy which wasnt meant for crystal's reading was read by crystal . see i told u ! every time i say " oh i dont think she/he will even read my blog" then the next day

he/she: eh i read ur blog leh
me: oh toot..

how much of a coincidence can this be. is this a hint to not underestimate the limits of the use of internet by people mentioned in my blog?

anyways.. rawrr.
greentea rocks cuz guys cannot drink it HAWHAW!
greentea=sperm-killas

imagine..

" eh auntie ! gimme a can of sperm killas."
" xiao jie. we dont have that if u want go to a sex shop and find."
"nonono. i meant greentea."
"huh? reali got such thing arh"
"u mean u din noe? its the latest lingo!!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
so funny

2008-04-22T20:56:00.002+08:00

xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

HAHA! i noe how to solve 2 layers of a rubik's cube (if thats how u spell it)!!

i noe some of u may be thinkin,
"aiya. no big deal! i can solve the whole thing! "

incase u thinking that
two words for you : SHUT UP!

just let me feel a little self accomplished wont u ?

if u were not thinking about that
three words for u : GOOD FOR U !

and keep it that way

for those of hu were not thinkin at all
four words for u : GO GET A BRAIN!

or if u already have one use it more often !
jkjk

ahhh i feel so happy!
actually the only way i can solve a rubiks cube is by formulae. once i look at the thing i cannot , i repeat cannot solve it or even get the first step right. hahas sry la. i noe my visual abilities aint that good but anyways i am on my way to solving the whole thing on my own !

woot

wootwoot

wootwootwoot

wootwootwootwoot

wootwootwootwootwoot

wootwootwootwootwootwoot

wooooooooooooooooooooooootsssss

basketball is so funnn

i have been playin it during pe and for two days consecutively at tanyings house. veeeery fun la. just that i suck at it which makes it more fun cuz i make a lot of stupid shots.

i want sushi!
someone treat me hahas thx
lols joking

2008-04-18T20:38:00.004+08:00

badminton welcome/farewell party

din go as well as i expected it to go. last year's one was more fun la..

sad all thanks to those killjoys, don't allow water games.. water games are like the main source of fun for all badminton parties without it , its very hard for everyone to find a game that we'll all agree to play.

it was like

girls: lets play london bridge!!

boys: so lame .. eh we all go play soccer

girls: but we dont noe how to play.

that was what happened.

so if i ever organise sucha party i will fight for water games!!!!!

FIGHTFIGHTFIGHTFIGHTFIGHT

and i wont stop till water games are allowed.

look! mas selamat

everyone! meet MASK SALAMUG
(seriously. before i saw the news paper reports about him i reali thought his name was spelt like that)

so if u see anyone looking like this rmb to call 999.

2008-04-09T21:14:00.004+08:00

something freaky happened todae

anyways here's what happened during the past few days:
Saturday: mom's bdae

oreo-misu bdae cake
oreo-misu = oreo + tiramisu xDDD
nicenice

even the box is so nice

dined at raffles town club, the food is like so nice la.
this is the lamb rack thing .
tastes reali good. u can actually taste all the different ingredients used.
and the meat is super super tender.

and this is the beef thing(forgot the name) it tastes like walao eh .. the taste is indescribable. the meat is so tender and the sauce is veeeery nice.

hahas my mom act cute.

aiya my mom like ppl to take pcture of her HAHA ! when i take the cake without her she will make noise LOLS so funny

i just realised that my mom doesnt reali look like me..

Monday :
had training. cannot rmb what happened on that day. cuz it wasnt very significant to me.

presenting.... the

Science lab saga !!
the name is so cool la . i noe cuz i made it up xDD jkjk

we were doing an experiment on some quail eggs

step 1: place the eggs into the acid
step 2: watch
step 3: watch sumore and get grossed out by the results
step 4: remove the shell-less egg and wash it
step 5: squeeze it (sounds so wrong aiya i made it up)
step 6: bounce it (jk)
step 7: measure it
step 8: throw it away(which apparently most of my classmates did not do, instead they kept it and played with it in class. yuck.)

see these are the results, the surface was smooth and the egg felt very bouncy LOLS and very fragile. cuz like once u squeezed it too hard it would burst .

serene's not-another-of-ave's-long-boring-posts face

egg in the water

quite some time after the egg was placed into the acid

5 min after the egg was placed inside the acid

after all the hard-gross-stinky work.
crystal squishy was born!

aww isnt she cute?
it was named after crystal . i bet she'll kill me if she sees this which i doubt she will (u noe what every time i say "i doubt she/he/they will see this " the people hu are unlikely to see it will see it! oh myy. )

me and vanessa made crystal a nest out of tissue paper

see we built her a shrine

oh no crystal dropped crystal on the floor.

the results.
sad. crystal was only 2 plus hours old before we dumped her into the bin.
ahh well . i miss crystal squishy.. she's so cute. and most of all she listens to my lame jokes, and never interupts my long,boring one-sided conversations with her. and most-est of all , she doesnt whack , poke ,tickle, try to push me down the stairs or kope my stuff. CRYSTAL SQUISHY! Y DID U HAVE TO GO ?!?!?!?!??!!?!?

i just saw an ugly cricket. and i took a picture of it xDDD
i shall post it next time.
if i remember.

today: today was a horrid day. because something bad happened which totally freaked/pissed/ grossed me out. and i dont want to talk about it because it doesnt deserve to be mentioned because of its insignificance in my life and i do not want to be reminded of it because i still get goosebumps whenever it think of it. somehow i still can remember every single thoght/sight/feeling that i experienced earlier today. super gross. i think i need to go for a brainwash.

good bye. cya later after my brainwash . if i still remember you. which i hope i do . seriously i will try to . no reali . u dont believe me?

rants and raves

eclipse

I need some cheering up :D

believe and you will receive :D

it was a weird last day of school

fruitful, i like

some things are just not meant for twitter

five loaves and two fishes

steps of faith

addiction to morality

He opened my eyes to see the things that made His heart cry

on counting my blessings

L.up in faith

i WILL OWN chinese 'o' levels

we the redeemed

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random rant

untitled

OMG RACHELGAN IS COMING FOR SERVICE!

fences remix :D

i feel as if the exams are over

BOOMZ!

lamb steak with mint jelly!

harmless drug

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

SHPS ftw!

revenge on annoying telemarketing calls

GAMES DAY!

happily crying

twenty four and-a-half aeroplanes and counting

yay it's wednesday!

subway cookies ftw!

Vanessa almost died :O

FAIL

slap blogger

it scares me

WOOOOO SENTOSA

angels and demons

i am a mugger, i mug

its weird to see how much we've matured over the years

i've done something new today !

christmas o8

best friends,beaches,beautiful memories

the laziest saturday in a long time

im so tired

23 more days to 2009 :O

i dont want to grow up ):

time is flying and so is my nose

my new name is 'NO'

kids say the cutest things dont they ?

AHHHHHHH!

plusy plusy plusy PLUS!

randomly generated xD

post ascension post xD

i am in 3L

TM-ed with huihui!

digging out the ol cupboard

i think im crushin' on a guy

studied math and science with mama lemon

mid-autumn festival

sep hols 08

DEDICATION!

i think im going crazy

youth day

freed of stress!

sacrificed my play time for HOMEWORK :O

i am easily affected by what others say

the night of werwolves

x-emo

workshop day!

awesome p&w - cuz i was singing JK

mini service ROCKED! ; online shopping ROCKS!

darn i just feel like saying ****

gurmit singh's testimony!

finally changed my once-lovely-now-fugly blogskin to this gay but nice one

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